Login
Forgot Password?

OR

Login with Google Login with Twitter Login with Facebook
  • Join
  • Profiles
  • Groups
  • SuicideGirls
  • Photos
  • Videos
  • Shop
Vital Stats Tip

finch

Boise

SG Since 2003

Followers 560 Following 174

  • Everything
  • Photos
  • Video
  • Blogs
  • Groups
  • From Others

Friday Aug 05, 2005

Aug 4, 2005
0
  • Facebook
  • Tweet
  • Email
10. it has recently been brought to my attention that people think my journal entries, and me in general, are callous/mean/heartless, whatever. this one's for all of you.

9. i'm not a bad person. if you know me, you should know that. i do not set out to hurt people nor do i take hurting people lightly-- at all.

8. i hate it when i'm being talked about behind my back. if you wanna talk shit on me that's fine, but at least do it to my face.

7. if you want to let people know that you disapprove of me or what i've done that's fine, but at least do it to my face.

6. there are two sides to every story.

5. the majority of the time i am calm and rational. this doesn't mean i am emotionless. this doesn't mean i don't care. that's just how i am.

4. i have never censored my journal. ever. i'm one of those folks who will put their life out on the internet for the whole world to see. it's how i feel about things--take me as i am, or don't bother with me. i don't plan on starting to censor my journal now. if you don't like it, you have a wonderful option--don't read it.

3. lyrics:

SPOILERS! (Click to view)

and it doesn't matter if you think you know me
there's a lot more to me than i'll ever show you-
you don't have anything on me.



2. lyrics:

SPOILERS! (Click to view)

i teeter between tired
and really, really tire.d
im wiped and im wired- but i guess it's just as well.
because i built my own empire
out of car tires and chicken wire,
and i'm queen of my own compost heap
and i'm getting used to the smell.
...
i'm going to do my best swan dive
into shark-infested waters.
i'm gonna pull out my tampon,
and start splashing around--
cause i don't care if they eat me alive.
i've got better things to do than survive.



1. this is the last i'm going to say about this. at the end of the day, you have to do what's best for yourself. if you're not, you're doing a disservice to not only yourself, but to those around you.

VIEW 25 of 40 COMMENTS
boundcreature:
10. next time we talk, ask me my opinion of this... i'm not entirely sure what you are referring to, but i don't think you are heartless or any of that other stuff.

---

i know you believe in me, it even feels honest when you say it smile, thanks.

also, i'm glad you liked the slf cd... i was thinking the other day "goddamn that finch, she never ever mentioned listening to that cd, pout, pout, pout" and then you write that comment, so rad! i'll make you an old skool punk disc when i manage to pull my head from my ass. i already owe aoife a mix cd and she's getting belligerent.
Aug 5, 2005
mrstitches:
Yeah. . .I crashed my parents' car once, when I first started driving. That was much worse than having them fuck up my car. I keep saying that I am going to sell my car, and just ride a horse everywhere. Maybe I should. Of course, I would have to learn to ride one, but that's no matter.
Aug 5, 2005

More Blogs

  • 10.07.11
    10

    Saturday Oct 08, 2011

    pulled into boston last night. hello, new home. now if i could just s…
  • 12.27.10
    8

    Monday Dec 27, 2010

    well, well. 2010 is coming to a close. it's been a time. it has, with…
  • 03.31.10
    8

    Wednesday Mar 31, 2010

    well i just got seriously freaked out by the fourth kind. silly me.
  • 02.25.08
    14

    Tuesday Feb 26, 2008

    Read More
  • 11.29.06
    4

    Wednesday Nov 29, 2006

    musical project complete!! thanks!
  • 12.01.05
    14

    Thursday Dec 01, 2005

    10. i still love all of you. i'm sorry i haven't been around so much.…
  • 10.04.05
    9

    Tuesday Oct 04, 2005

    hi. i just did really poorly on a gre practice test. please excuse me…
  • 09.20.05
    27

    Tuesday Sep 20, 2005

    Read More
  • 09.18.05
    19

    Monday Sep 19, 2005

    and
  • 09.09.05
    17

    Saturday Sep 10, 2005

    it's saturday and i'm at work until noon, and then i have like two ho…

We at SuicideGirls have been celebrating alternative pin-up girls for:

23
years
8
months
14
days
  • 5,509,826 fans
  • 41,393 fans
  • 10,327,617 followers
  • 4,589 SuicideGirls
  • 1,123,859 followers
  • 14,905,510 photos
  • 321,315 followers
  • 61,354,602 comments
  • Join
  • Profiles
  • Groups
  • Photos
  • Videos
  • Shop
  • Help
  • About
  • Press
  • LIVE

Legal/Tos | DMCA | Privacy Policy | 18 U.S.C. 2257 Record-Keeping Requirements Compliance Statement | Contact Us | Vendo Payment Support
©SuicideGirls 2001-2025

Press enter to search
Fast Hi-res

Click here to join & see it all...

Crop your photo