i'm in a bad, bad place. i thought that coming to boston for the summer would rejuvinate me enough to get me through 9 more months at penn state. the thought of going back to that place in less than a month makes me sick to my somach. i don't know what i'm going to do.
sigh. it makes me feel like i'm dying inside.
also, if you didn't read my last entry, you should. it's like 'random facts about me' and i'm sure you all want to know as much about me as you can
if there's something you actually want to know, just ask. i'm pretty open.
it's quite possible that i will be looking for a place to live in the very near future. if you need a roomie, or knows someone who does, let me know. my only requirement is that you live in a decent place and rent isn't sky high. also, the economy can't such, because i'll need to find a job. oh, and i have to like you
i'm not sure if this will happen. all i know is something needs to change, and i've got to figure this out soon.
sigh. it makes me feel like i'm dying inside.
also, if you didn't read my last entry, you should. it's like 'random facts about me' and i'm sure you all want to know as much about me as you can
if there's something you actually want to know, just ask. i'm pretty open.
it's quite possible that i will be looking for a place to live in the very near future. if you need a roomie, or knows someone who does, let me know. my only requirement is that you live in a decent place and rent isn't sky high. also, the economy can't such, because i'll need to find a job. oh, and i have to like you
i'm not sure if this will happen. all i know is something needs to change, and i've got to figure this out soon. VIEW 10 of 10 COMMENTS
(but, be advised that once again, I will be making no efforts whatsoever to disguise the fact that I am checking you out).
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Honestly, the best prize I could've been given was a cute girl named Bree to spend the summer with, and I already got one of those.
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Maybe you should take a semester off? Maybe not?
Either way, its only 9 months and then you are done and you get a degree.
Shit, I am not the person to go to for college advice AT ALL. Don't talk to me about this, really... it's not healthy for you...
I went back and read your last journal entry and felt like you had written it about me. I feel *exactly* the same way about pretty much everything you said!!!
As for school, my advice is stick it out if you can. Having finished both undergrad and grad school AND having experienced similar thoughts of doubt and dread SEVERAL times along the way, I can now say that it was worth riding it out, taking it one week at a time. If you want to talk more about this, email or IM me...
Good luck sorting things out!
--l*P