finch

back from the wedding. was blah. must do stuff. yep, stuff.

for today's update, i'm going to say things about my romantic interests (either people i've dated, or people i've wanted to ), names excluded, of course. why? because these are things i should have actually told the people they're about. but i doubt if i will. and maybe it'll feel good to actually put them out there in the open. *shrug* we'll see, eh?

10. to this day, i resent the fact that you didn't come home for the funeral. every time i see you, it's in the back of my head. you should have been there.

9. i cried over you once, and that was one time too many. i'm done.

8. somewhere, a part of you doesn't want to see certain things. it's not something you can handle, for different reasons. no worries.

7. stop doing so many drugs. stop drinking the majority of nights. you remember when we dated and you quit smoking and were sober the majority of the time? don't fuck up your life, man. you're better than that.

6. virgin hunting is not cool. *punch in the face* (funny thing is, if i saw this kid, i probably would punch him in the face. or kick him in the nuts. hard...and many of you know my anti-violent ways.)

5. for once, there's no rush. i've got all the time in the world.

4. you can just totally kiss my ass. first, grow up. then, do something with your fucking life.

3. i wish you had known me sooner, years ago, when my life was that much easier. i genuinely wish you well.

2. you say things that make me melt inside. you really should be careful about that.

1. distance sucks tons.

and for everyone