10. back to old journal entry format. this means that i'm either feeling better, or going to pretend that i'm feeling better. you can pick which one.
9. i'm going to eat cinnamon toast after i update, and go downstairs to make it. i'm excited about this.
8. i think i should start waking up earlier. i really need to get a jumpstart on my day, i think. i mean, i like the sleeping late and staying up late thing...but perhaps getting up earlier would make me get more done.
7. cash rocks. he said the nicest things in my journal yesterday, so i'm sharing a couple of them with you:
"you owe it to yourself not to settle for anything less than exactly what you want. You're one of the good ones. You're the type of girl guys wish they had. Hold out for the best." and
" from what I gather...you're smart, you're funny....you're sexy as all getout.......goddam.....you're what most guys are looking for,. Maybe we, as a sex, are just too dense to see that."
6. soo nice of him. hear that? you guys are just too dense to see how cool i am
wait, no, not all of you. just the ones i want to see how cool i am. isn't that the way it always works, tho?
5. everytime i look at my phone i get kindof sad. i forgot that i made the background to my little viewing screen thingy a picture of my dog.
4. i've been in a mood recently where i don't feel like i can write. where i feel like i'll just be bitching and wasting pages in my journal. i need to get over that. i need to be writing. as dumb as it sounds, it's what i do. i need to be doing it.
3. i'm getting tan. i don't like this. i actually enjoy being relatively pale. too much me being outside people watching during those prime "get a tan" hours rather than inside a building working. grrr.
2. i got my hair cut 2 days ago, and dyed it yesterday. it's cute, i think. but i won't know for sure for like a week, because that's how long it takes me to get used to a new haircut.
1. i just wanted to re-thank everybody who posted in my journal in the past couple of days. i was certainly down, and you certainly helped make me feel better. thank you.
and 
edited to say: no more me trying to journal (in my paper journal, the real physical one) right after watching 'say anything.' it totally turned into me making a ridiculous number of sappy diane court/lloyd dobler references.
9. i'm going to eat cinnamon toast after i update, and go downstairs to make it. i'm excited about this.
8. i think i should start waking up earlier. i really need to get a jumpstart on my day, i think. i mean, i like the sleeping late and staying up late thing...but perhaps getting up earlier would make me get more done.
7. cash rocks. he said the nicest things in my journal yesterday, so i'm sharing a couple of them with you:
"you owe it to yourself not to settle for anything less than exactly what you want. You're one of the good ones. You're the type of girl guys wish they had. Hold out for the best." and
" from what I gather...you're smart, you're funny....you're sexy as all getout.......goddam.....you're what most guys are looking for,. Maybe we, as a sex, are just too dense to see that."
6. soo nice of him. hear that? you guys are just too dense to see how cool i am
wait, no, not all of you. just the ones i want to see how cool i am. isn't that the way it always works, tho?
5. everytime i look at my phone i get kindof sad. i forgot that i made the background to my little viewing screen thingy a picture of my dog.
4. i've been in a mood recently where i don't feel like i can write. where i feel like i'll just be bitching and wasting pages in my journal. i need to get over that. i need to be writing. as dumb as it sounds, it's what i do. i need to be doing it.
3. i'm getting tan. i don't like this. i actually enjoy being relatively pale. too much me being outside people watching during those prime "get a tan" hours rather than inside a building working. grrr.
2. i got my hair cut 2 days ago, and dyed it yesterday. it's cute, i think. but i won't know for sure for like a week, because that's how long it takes me to get used to a new haircut.
1. i just wanted to re-thank everybody who posted in my journal in the past couple of days. i was certainly down, and you certainly helped make me feel better. thank you.
and
edited to say: no more me trying to journal (in my paper journal, the real physical one) right after watching 'say anything.' it totally turned into me making a ridiculous number of sappy diane court/lloyd dobler references.
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long time no hear from, i know.
glad you're feelin' better. how late you sleeping lately?
-pb