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Friday Jun 04, 2004

Jun 4, 2004
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i love this band, and also seem to have not brought any of them up here with me. ugh. gonna be spending money on music i already have. anyway...

song for the day:

still waiting for the punchline, boysetsfire.

i wanna find the water
that will wash this whole damn slate clean.
break down, break up--
we sleep in what we create.
right now, i'm living so much hate.
right now, my sins have all been paid to you,
your friends, and for your sake.
i feel dirty and depraved.
my knees have bled to hold you here
but now i've lost the taste
for lies force fed as time well spent.
and if another angel says just grin and bear it
i might be forced to smash his head against the wall
and never sin again against myself,
or trust in anyone.
write me off for suffering.

and if another angel says just grin and bear it
i might be forced to smash his fucking head against the wall
and never sin again against myself,
or trust in anyone.
it's a joke. i give up.

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allied:
That was cool. Thanks for sharing. love
Jun 6, 2004
pb:
silly muddy dirty boy me
i'm drunk
and just returned
from the mountain trail.
lots of randy, sophmoric jokes
and swirling chaos of cursing and testosterone
and compairing peni
to see who's more the man.
sigh, i'm worn and feeling my age
knees, elbows and hands all a-scrape
guiness weighs my lids pretty heavy
think i'll have a soak
and sod off to bed
for a long long while.

thanks for the letter
it did greet me upon my return
makes me smile
and hiccup like a dork.

smile biggrin smile biggrin smile biggrin smile biggrin

y
-pb mad

[Edited on Jun 06, 2004 2:46PM]
Jun 6, 2004

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