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i don't feel like using my own words right now. so i'll give you other peoples.
10. Never was a cornflake girl. thought that was a good solution, hangin' with the raisin girls. she's gone to the other side, givin us a-yo-heave-hothings are getting kind of gross, and I go at sleepy time: this is not real, this is not really happening
you bet your life it is.
9. i'm thinkin' over this--i think too much. it hinders my spirits... honest husbands, cheating wives. generous buyers, greedy stores...i'll get through it. i'll say it ten times over--i'll get through it. i'm better than this.
8. there's your letter. there's you on my floor. there's you in the corner. there's me, wondering what this is for.
7. difficult not feel a little but disappointed and passed over...and you don't see me. i threw you the obvious to see what occurs behind the eyes of a fallen angel, eyes of a tragedy. oh, well. apparently nothing, apparently nothing at all.
6. you don't see me, you don't see me, you don't see me at all. (note, i know that's from the same song as above, but i felt it deserved its own number)
5. i can't tell if it's me or the meat that's rotting--i'm gonna hafta give up sometime soon. but it's okay, cause i'm still breathing.
4. she laughs when she's crying, she cries when she's laughing.
3. if i decide i can't do it anymore--try to be so hard, i try to be so fucking hard. if i should choose to keep lying to myself, pretend my mind is telling truths, well i've got my own so who are you? if i should choose to fall apart, don't you think you should let me?
2. oh, get me away from here i'm dying. play me a song to set me free. nobody writes 'em like they used to.
1. i wanna find the water that will wash this whole damn slate clean. break down, break up. we sleep in what we create. right now, i'm living so much hate. right here, my sins have all been paid to you.
0. (also from the above song, but later.) and if another angel, says just grin and bear it i must be forced to smash its fucking head against the wall. and never sin again against myself, or trust in anyone...it's a joke. i give up.
i don't feel like using my own words right now. so i'll give you other peoples.
10. Never was a cornflake girl. thought that was a good solution, hangin' with the raisin girls. she's gone to the other side, givin us a-yo-heave-hothings are getting kind of gross, and I go at sleepy time: this is not real, this is not really happening
you bet your life it is.
9. i'm thinkin' over this--i think too much. it hinders my spirits... honest husbands, cheating wives. generous buyers, greedy stores...i'll get through it. i'll say it ten times over--i'll get through it. i'm better than this.
8. there's your letter. there's you on my floor. there's you in the corner. there's me, wondering what this is for.
7. difficult not feel a little but disappointed and passed over...and you don't see me. i threw you the obvious to see what occurs behind the eyes of a fallen angel, eyes of a tragedy. oh, well. apparently nothing, apparently nothing at all.
6. you don't see me, you don't see me, you don't see me at all. (note, i know that's from the same song as above, but i felt it deserved its own number)
5. i can't tell if it's me or the meat that's rotting--i'm gonna hafta give up sometime soon. but it's okay, cause i'm still breathing.
4. she laughs when she's crying, she cries when she's laughing.
3. if i decide i can't do it anymore--try to be so hard, i try to be so fucking hard. if i should choose to keep lying to myself, pretend my mind is telling truths, well i've got my own so who are you? if i should choose to fall apart, don't you think you should let me?
2. oh, get me away from here i'm dying. play me a song to set me free. nobody writes 'em like they used to.
1. i wanna find the water that will wash this whole damn slate clean. break down, break up. we sleep in what we create. right now, i'm living so much hate. right here, my sins have all been paid to you.
0. (also from the above song, but later.) and if another angel, says just grin and bear it i must be forced to smash its fucking head against the wall. and never sin again against myself, or trust in anyone...it's a joke. i give up.
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And when I find me that river, Lord I'm gonna pay the price --- Oh Lord,
I'm going down in it three times, but Lord I'm only coming up twice."
I got the whole thing posted up over at chez trash, but sounds like a little Hank might play on your jukebox right now, lady. Be well, get yahtzee.