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10. i've been doing some thinking. i realize that most of the people i've dated/fooled around with completely annoy me anymore, and it almost disgusts me that i ever slept with them. there are two people, off the top of my head, who don't fall into this category. that can't be too good. ah, well.

9. you're so vain, i bet you think this song is about you, don't you?

8. 2 weeks of classes and 1 week of finals. i need to finals my plans for what i'm doing over the summer.

7. i look back on where i'm from, look at the woman i've become, and the strangest things seem suddenly routine.

6. i'm currently writing a slightly controversial paper. it's supposed to be about how this poem fits/doesn't fit the form of the elegy. i'm arguing that it can't fit the form because it no longer exists.

5. i'm thinking over this, i think too much. it hinders my spirits.

4. i'm trying to drink more water. apparently dark circkes under your eyes can be a sign of dehydration. i always have dark circles. i hide them behind my glasses. i feel like i look like a heroin addict if i'm in my contacts.

3. i'm sorry bout the attitude i need to get when i'm with you, but no one else would take this shit from me.

2. i think something might actually be wrong this time. that would not be good. we shall see.

1. the rivers burst torrential / to attack to overcome / the limitations of all compromise

and for everybody.

i get to meet some really fuckin' awesome people in less than a month.