finaldays

i wish i had more to say...
right now i'm trying to basicly rebuild my whole life. i have a roof over my head at my parents house, i can drive my moms car around (since mine is broken), Lost my boyfriend and lost my job and my home at the same time because we were living together in nc, hours away from anyone we knew. so i had to come back here, alone. i had just started school again and i was really motivated but had to drop that too.
i didn't really want to talk about all of that (it happened a month ago) but it's why i deleted all my entries- i didn't want to remember what i was like these past years. i wanted to pretend nothing ever existed but this moment right now...