filmnoir1

The real beginning of summer, the Gemini me. I see to my horror that the picture before this looks like I am just thinking like a marble statue. The laptop in front of me just faded out.

This might be better:

At the cafe, at work writing

In any event, a wild week of incredible highs and gruesome lows - but it all balanced out, I hope. You?

The highest: finally getting paid for my writing efforts. Paid very well indeed, and recieving an inheritence of cash and land. (but that's kind of a low because someone I dearly love had to die first for that to happen......)

The lowest: almost losing my very best friend here on SG over an idiotic arguement, the same day I get a letter from an ex thanking me for finally paying my debt to her (with the writing money), and that it saved her life.

Yeah, that sort of week.

I look around on SG and am delighted to see members having the guts to get an gent to publish their sometimes brilliant journals, or doing a self-publish deal. I have a "fear of success" too, gang, but so it goes. Add it to my countless phobias. Meh, in short.

Amazingly enough, still playing doctor wuith my previous real-life MD, and she's just a ton 'o fun. I have to find another doctor, now, to replace her because we are seeing each other, but that'll wait until Monday. Having somehow one has to show the ropes of BDSM (pun intended) is a ball, and she seems to think so too. It's all about the endorphins.