He wrote me back... you know who.
It was supposed to make it all seem right, make it all make sense. I was supposed to read his words and they would make so much sense, setting my mind at ease and stilling this turmoil... But he just made it worse. He said that if you're good for me and make me happy maybe I should...
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FINALLY! I'm moving back up the range of emotions towards the manic state again, maybe now I can actually get something DONE! E h.... anyway I have a million things to do and I'm almost motivated enough to begin doing them....
SIN OF THE DAY: SLOTH
I'm big on Sloth, sloth is easy to get, and cheap. You need a partner, or at least an...
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jovanka:
Yeah I do the computer generated digital effects stuff....specifically compositing and effects not 3D. I dig it but it can be really stressful and alot of bullshit.
As for make up effects yes that is a lucrative market to get into. Tom Savini runs a make up effects school in PA I think. I've seen the students at horror conventions alot. Have no idea if thier work placement program is any good. There is also Joe Blasco's school in Hollywood.
As for make up effects yes that is a lucrative market to get into. Tom Savini runs a make up effects school in PA I think. I've seen the students at horror conventions alot. Have no idea if thier work placement program is any good. There is also Joe Blasco's school in Hollywood.
caligula1:
Nerds make the world go round!
So me and the sib have to go get our pictures taken today (It's what my mom really wanted for christmas) I'm kind of irritated with my mama at present cause she put money in my bank account again without asking, I already owe her enough, I hate having help.... If I didn't so desperately need it I'd yell at her and make her take...
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g_felix:
Hey fillerbunny,
You have a lot of interesting things to say!
Isn't family the best? They know you and still love you!
Evil orange juice! I hate it when it goes over to the dark side!
Hope your mood improves!!
You have a lot of interesting things to say!
Isn't family the best? They know you and still love you!
Evil orange juice! I hate it when it goes over to the dark side!
Hope your mood improves!!
jovanka:
My family thinks I am a freak of nature and xmas time is no exception. They don't pretend to be any nicer to me at this time of year, I still get the same lack of respect as ever. That's their lot in life I suppose...to make us feel like shit I believe...so you're probably uber bitchy cos o' them so I'm not holding it against you.
"What do Women Want?"
by: Kim Addonizio
I want a red dress.
I want it flimsy and cheap,
I want it too tight, I want to wear it
Until someone tears it off me.
I want it sleeveless and backless,
this dress, so no one has to guess
what's underneath. I want to walk down
the street past Thrifty's and the hardware store
with all...
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lila:
wife beaters rock my socks...
i'll take it off for you in my first set.
XoXoX, LiLA.
i'll take it off for you in my first set.
XoXoX, LiLA.
daze1:
uh, i didnt sleep with any of the crew members. i woke up in the bathtub alone, fully clothed. we just beat the shit out of each other before i awoke in the bathroom.
Sinner by: me
You terrify me, nullify me
I try to wash myself of your sin
but when it all comes back at once
It bruises these unsheltered hopes
In a rythm unnatural you took my pride from me
I watched myself just slip away...
When I had a broken wing
You conquered me in a predatory manner
I want to consecrate this death wish...
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nudwig:
no I cannot make my face clear. I am terribly scarred in a way so that my face always appears as a blur, always...
I put up numerous clear pics, one was super clear and super close up but I was forced to take it down, if I were to keep up a good pic of me then the whole focus of this site would shift and be very unfair and cause much jealousy, etc. etc. etc. Ha ha, the real reason is I just can't hold my fuckin camera still!
I put up numerous clear pics, one was super clear and super close up but I was forced to take it down, if I were to keep up a good pic of me then the whole focus of this site would shift and be very unfair and cause much jealousy, etc. etc. etc. Ha ha, the real reason is I just can't hold my fuckin camera still!
rawr_ima_monster:
dammit I was abotu to scare with this girl and she was lookign ath teh site and then she saw your jhounral and now she's "not feeling sexy"
-damn you fillerbunny! damn you and your moody writings!
Dave
-damn you fillerbunny! damn you and your moody writings!
Dave
Back from the hospital, tests are normal. THe rest of my bloodwork comes back on Tuesday, I can't work until then... when I'm upset the only thing I can think to do is write, sometimes I write serious and sad stuff and sometimes it's silly little things like the following. But you know, this little poem inspired by Takeshi's thread about shaved pussy has brightened...
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g_felix:
Hey fillerbunny,
I just got here! I LIKE the new pic!!
If you do shave your cat,
You'll end up with a rat.
When they have no hair
No hair anywhere,
To stay warm, they'll have to be fat!
I just got here! I LIKE the new pic!!
If you do shave your cat,
You'll end up with a rat.
When they have no hair
No hair anywhere,
To stay warm, they'll have to be fat!
daze1:
i have a tribal tattoo and list donnie darko as a favorite movie. what are you trying to say?
hit ctrl F5 for the new pic
I'm off to the hospital for more tests
yeah...
nudwig:
no not odd, just fuckin bored.
good luck with yer tests, seems like everybody's having finals right now (har har har)
good luck with yer tests, seems like everybody's having finals right now (har har har)
azura:
tests for what...
or is that the point?
hospitals really aren't so bad...
its the people in the hospitals, damn nurses and doctors!
or is that the point?
hospitals really aren't so bad...
its the people in the hospitals, damn nurses and doctors!
This weekend must finally end.... ugh... my head. No sleepyweepydeepy..... Friday = suprise visit from a special friend, kept me up, er.... rather... I kept HIM up... hehehe
Saturday = SG party. Holy shit, good times, good times.... Got to bust out my wonder woman pajamas... See guys, I don't even need to drink to make an ass out of myself! I have no excuses!...
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g_felix:
Hey fillerbunny,
Wow! Sounds like an Awesome weekend!! You need one of those every weekend! The work week is for resting up!
UGH! Shots on a Monday....
Bummer!
Seriously, the poem you wrote is really, really good!! If you wrote that on a whim, you should be published! If I had any contacts, I'd hook you up! Have you ever thought about writing some and sending it off to a publisher?
What do you want to happen now? What's up?
Wow! Sounds like an Awesome weekend!! You need one of those every weekend! The work week is for resting up!
UGH! Shots on a Monday....
Bummer!
Seriously, the poem you wrote is really, really good!! If you wrote that on a whim, you should be published! If I had any contacts, I'd hook you up! Have you ever thought about writing some and sending it off to a publisher?
What do you want to happen now? What's up?
indie:
what a busy girl you are?!?!?!
I liked seeing you at the party. You looked super cute in your superwomen pj's
Why did you have to get blood taken from you?
I liked seeing you at the party. You looked super cute in your superwomen pj's
Why did you have to get blood taken from you?
I think I inhaled too much fixative spray....
A Vegetable Fantasy By: Me!
Once long ago in a land by the sea,
Lived the prince Salvatore celery,
This prince fell in love with a beautiful dame,
Princess Monique red pumelo was her name,
Their differences were many, their family's did fued,
Over inter-mixed marriages between food,
But could love between vegetable and fruit ever be?...
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caligula1:
I like it.
artfag:
Fixative spray and I go way back...
I have a short attention span...
I"ll read your fantasy later after I...
*wonders off looking at clouds*
I have a short attention span...
I"ll read your fantasy later after I...
*wonders off looking at clouds*
I had to go pick up some paperwork to fill out and get my background check rolling so I can start my new job. I have no less then like 40 pages to fill out. I have to name all these people who have known me more then seven years and somebody who has known me in every place I've lived. I have to name...
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ereetplus:
hows alice in wonderland treating you, its lost some of its magic for me since now i know exactly how much of an opium dream it really is
gwen1:
I love obsessing about what to wear.
+_joss