fillerbunny

Well... I can't take the decongestant that the dr. gave me anymore. It gives me horrible dizzy spells and makes me feel like I'm gonna pass out. I'll just have to let the antibiotics do their work while I suffer through the symptoms. Woe.... Woe is me. I swear I cannot fucking win.

I woke up this morning at 0600 hours cause I went to bed last night before eight o'clock. I wanted to get up and do something constructive but I just couldn't find the energy and besides, I was still dizzy from the medicine still in my system so instead I laid in bed and read for a few hours and then eventually fell back asleep. I woke up about a half an hour ago.

There's dishes that need to be done, and our room is a wreck, I have paintings I haven't touched in weeks and the kitchen floor needs to be washed but I haven't done any of that cause I'm still trying to find my legs.

Ugh. Will it ever end?

I feel bad for Daze cause he's moved virtually ALL by himself without any help from me. Of course poopydave and booshanky have pitched in but I pretty much haven't lifted a finger. It's been... get up, go to work, come home, eat, pass out. He doesn't have a girlfriend he has an invalid.

Well... I guess it's time to end this little pity party. I think I'm almost steady enough to jump in the shower. And then maybe I'll manage to do that sink full of dishes.....