fillerbunny

I talked to him, he says he was in a weird mood that day and angry with the world, he says he's having trouble with his visa papers, he said he still loves me.... That doesn't uncomplicate things and hearing I love you is almost as painful as hearing I don't for a lot of reasons but at least I can breath again....

On a totally different note. Work is great so far. I woke up at 0445 this morning to be there on time (I had to be at work at 0545) I don't mind working early though cause it's a split shift and I have the middle of the day all to myself before I go back to work again in the late afternoon. Which is really nice.

I love my kids! They are sooooo great. They're like MIss Amy Miss Amy! Come play with us! Come outside! come help me with my homework! Miss Amy!
It is soooooooooooo cute. They're all giving me hugs and everything, they are the coolest thing since chocolate cake, I'm telling ya... Now that I have children back in my life I have to admit, I'm a million times happier, Now I just gotta get me some riding time and it's smooooooth sailing.

I'm just blocking out my relationship problems for a couple of days, and focusing on work...