fillerbunny

Sinner by: me

You terrify me, nullify me
I try to wash myself of your sin
but when it all comes back at once
It bruises these unsheltered hopes
In a rythm unnatural you took my pride from me
I watched myself just slip away...

When I had a broken wing
You conquered me in a predatory manner
I want to consecrate this death wish
With blood already shed
And watch each blackened stone come clean
The clouded spiderwebs have infected me again
To struggle would be a futile attempt at escape
If I play dead long enough
Will you sniff at me then shuffle past
My sensory capabilities are gone

But can I make one last request before it's over?
I want to see you seared black
Writhe like I did once so long ago...


-gee I'm uplifting today, what a way to celebrate Friday the thirteenth... Here's an even better mood killer... A song I wrote a long time ago...

1-800-help-me by: Me

refrain: I slit my throat on a broken heart before I could stop myself, choking on the heartache I couldn't call for help, Where do you turn when you're tripped up, tripped out, and lonely? There's no one left who cares at 1-800-help-me!

-who says It can't get any worse? You can always sink lower, come and take a swig of this curse.
Pop a pill and smile cuz everything's now hazy,
Crashing out, coming down, I'm comatose and lazy,
Give me a reason to forget the leasons that I never really learned, I gave up long ago on what I never heard.

refrain

I need some proof that I'm still alive cause if I'm not mistaken it seems I already died, long ago before I ever even lived and I'd be lying if I didn't say I don't know the reasons for what I did...

refrain

I don't want to walk on water, I don't want to be a miracle, all I want is one damn night without these nightmares in my head...

1-800-help-me!

yeah, so... I'm gonna go now, have fun with that...