Austin is being questioned.
I think I misstepped in choosing a traveling companion and also in the process of making the plan to do it. (it meaning actually going)
Really I'm uneasy wiht the companion chosen. events happend which showed their character in ways that could never be viewed otherwize, and I know I can't live with that part of thier character. It's a streach of myown that I chose to not partake in.
Also, work for today fell through, so that tosses another kink in it too.
Everything happens for a reason with perfect timing. Eventually all things become known.
The answer in the end, will be no on heading to Austin for an extended period of time or maybe even at all. I'm currently searching for a compromise, in order to fulfill karma, take care of them and get the hell outta dodge for abit which will help my head...
(I fear that if I stay here and make a life, I will become enraptured by the polish that this place holds and forget that there's not much substance... and I need to be doing other things.)
Also, I"m learning that I can't wait for other people and their situations to make my decisions on life.
It's just not good to do that.
sigh.
It's thundering to all hell outside.
I'm gonna go watch the rain fall and bubble up against the ground. (you can only see it actually fall when it falls infront of a contrasting something... if you look directly at the sky, you can't see it. There's nothing for the droplets to contrast against)
maio.
~ Figment
I think I misstepped in choosing a traveling companion and also in the process of making the plan to do it. (it meaning actually going)
Really I'm uneasy wiht the companion chosen. events happend which showed their character in ways that could never be viewed otherwize, and I know I can't live with that part of thier character. It's a streach of myown that I chose to not partake in.
Also, work for today fell through, so that tosses another kink in it too.
Everything happens for a reason with perfect timing. Eventually all things become known.
The answer in the end, will be no on heading to Austin for an extended period of time or maybe even at all. I'm currently searching for a compromise, in order to fulfill karma, take care of them and get the hell outta dodge for abit which will help my head...
(I fear that if I stay here and make a life, I will become enraptured by the polish that this place holds and forget that there's not much substance... and I need to be doing other things.)
Also, I"m learning that I can't wait for other people and their situations to make my decisions on life.
It's just not good to do that.
sigh.
It's thundering to all hell outside.
I'm gonna go watch the rain fall and bubble up against the ground. (you can only see it actually fall when it falls infront of a contrasting something... if you look directly at the sky, you can't see it. There's nothing for the droplets to contrast against)
maio.
~ Figment
inlikeflynn:
back out. quick as you can. if you don't want to tell them the reason, make something up, but don't wade in up to your eyeballs if you don't have a snorkle.
click_here:
your awsome, just so you know