I"m gonna pull my hair out by the roots!!! I feel as though I'm getting stale. being on the road two hours a day driving to and from work, work being a repition of taking and preparing orders, comming home to unpack and sort through too many belongings. (where in the hell did iI get all this stuff from???) I have no time for me or writing or reading or making friends or anything that I used to enjoy. The weekends working the festival is a time when I park my car and not drive for two days and walk everywhere and interact with alot of people in many different locations. I love it. It's
what's holding me together as a person, allowing for self expression and movement of body. I feel tied down, bound, stale and tired in this life I'm living. Changes are comming soon, and I only have to tolerate this for a few more weeks until I can go on the road with the festival and use the time to regain myself. Until then, I'm a work horse with nothing outside of that.
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EEEEEEEEVIIIIIIIIIL!!!!!!!
It topped out at 34 degrees today.....
I dont have anything against models, per se, just the over exposed, over indulgant, over privileged, spotlight craving cunts--neophyte actresses sans talent who get jobs (gigs) over the qualified (READ:talented) actresses simply because they're models.
Dig?
Some Models can act, i give em that. i never think a model is JUST a model, or an actor is JUST an actor, etc., but when you're just in a movie to fill the T&A quota yr bound to fuck shit up. 'Specially when yr not trained in any spacific way.
If yr gonna do it, do it right.
That's just my thoughts, tho.