figmentation

was anyone else stupid enough to forget to change their wake up clock and is up an hour before they need to be??? anyone? somebody?


sigh. I'm really struggling with crap down here. when did living in a free country turn out to be so freaking expensive? And when did being ruthless translate for being "a good business person"? Why on earth have we set up this country to be so dependant upon specialization of skills so as to stifle the existance of the "renissance man" who's able to do alittle bit of everything? And why can those who want to go to school have to not simply due to a lack of finances, when the rich, who don't give a shit about schooling can go and flunk out? I'm really fighting with all of this and I really can't stand the existance of being that it's bringing. There's not enough time or energy left over for the creativity which is the entire point of living.
sigh...


~fig

ohyea...
I like it funky....