figmentation

Aj rolled his truck down a revine with quiller and andrew inside. Andew was buckled, quiller wasnt. This was saturday. Today, Quiller is in icu with a swollen brain stem. The man isnt' even twenty yet. why do the boys insist on going drivin after they've had alittle drink???

In other news today, my auntie is back in the hospital with complications from her advanced stages of lung cancer. She worked every day of her until a few months ago when she found out.

Really, if it's not one thing, it's another. Eveything happens for a reason for a purpose. at least that's what we tell ourselves. It's all a process. I wonder what there is to be gleaned from this... I wonder what's to be gleaned from being on the floor all the time, to spending alot of time alone... to being reminded moment after moment of driving safely... to having a head ache from eating too much garlic?

My former boyfriend died last summer. Yesterday was his birthday and I didn't even realize until today at class, right before we had a lecture on intamacy.

i'm finally gettin in the pool.
if you know where then come join.
~Figment