figmentation

I hate it when I do that. i get a whole entry all typed otu and then boom! I change the page, forget to save and it's gone. blah. I'm really blonde beneath all this red.


I've been trippin out about this whole moving situation all day today (though I had my head on straight enough to order my new glasses. They'll be in in about a week. I'll post pics then.) There's alot to take into account with moving 1700 miles across the USA. Part of that is staying. And not going. That would be here, in Dallas, TX. A good side is that it has a thriving music scene. on the down side, i've become dull as an old womans breast here. No one's fault, just a byproduct of my life here.

In California is a relationship that has had much tending. it's taken root and started to grow, but it can do no more from this distance. If I do not go to more fertile ground, it will die and he and I will part ways. It's too good of a thing to let go of on a whim.

and yes, I would be goin gto school out there. Would prefer it there than here... here I've nothing to strive for, there, everything.

voila. that's the cumulation of today's thoughts and babbles as best as can be repeated after an opps delete of everything. my feline is demanding my attention, I must go.

night.
~Figment.
ps. I'm posting new pics.