figmentation

right o, so once again. it's three am.. and I've just recently gotten home... I've got to quit staying out all night! or atleast get a decent job so I can justifiy it.

for the record, smoking is bad... I quit a few years ago... and I've a buddy now that smokes cigars (really cheap ones, but cigars none the less.) I stole two of them tonite and enjoyed them while sitting in a smoky corner of a bar. yea... too much bad stuff for me so I'm fending off icky reactions to it. I am completely reminded of why I dislike bars and why I could never work in one, though it'd be decent money. THEY"RE TOO FREAKING SMOKY!!!!!! (that and drunk males are icky too)

Boys are silly... why do I have to enjoy their company??? I had a boy tell me tonite that he didn't mind me being snuggly on him because it reminded him of a girl he used to know long ago. (95% that and the other 5% is cause he digs me) but isn't that comepletly crackheaded??? I'm not quite sure how to respond to that.
is there anything possible to say to that???

ick.. i'm sleepy. and I smell like a bar, though I didn't drink. yuck...

yea.. my lungs hurt... I think I'm gonna go crawl in bed now... I wish I had a bed buddy to cuddle with... the one I'd choose for me is soooo far away...



I'm out.. night.
~figment