Right, Hi everybody!
it's about three am. and I'm no where near my bed yet! I got a call today from my current crush saying that the schools in cali are getting major budget cuts! crazyness... I had to check it out, so i am.
I'm not happy about this!!! it means that I might not get out to cali. 
if I don't, then I don't. It's only for now anyways, I'm headed back there eventually. 
(me feelings would be hurt though)
There is a boy who likes me out here... it's weird. I'm not used to decent attention from boys that are nearby. I also am not impressed with many males. It's strange, they just don't catch my eye... there are some that do, but most do not. sigh...
it happens I suppose. Girls neither at this point... I was speaking with a friend last night... he said that he viewed me as one of those women who live their lives out in the woods and come in to town to give needed advice to get others outta a mess that they are in... I have no idea... I see the validity to what he says, but sometimes I don't wanna think that I'm truely a loner. Loners are really weird to me. Me with lack of human interaction equates to really bad. so.. maybe... yea... nevermind... my brain is tired. I just really wish that I never settle for normalacy yet not spend my time striving for abnormality.
it's about three am. and I'm no where near my bed yet! I got a call today from my current crush saying that the schools in cali are getting major budget cuts! crazyness... I had to check it out, so i am.
I'm not happy about this!!! it means that I might not get out to cali. if I don't, then I don't. It's only for now anyways, I'm headed back there eventually. (me feelings would be hurt though)
There is a boy who likes me out here... it's weird. I'm not used to decent attention from boys that are nearby. I also am not impressed with many males. It's strange, they just don't catch my eye... there are some that do, but most do not. sigh...
it happens I suppose. Girls neither at this point... I was speaking with a friend last night... he said that he viewed me as one of those women who live their lives out in the woods and come in to town to give needed advice to get others outta a mess that they are in... I have no idea... I see the validity to what he says, but sometimes I don't wanna think that I'm truely a loner. Loners are really weird to me. Me with lack of human interaction equates to really bad. so.. maybe... yea... nevermind... my brain is tired. I just really wish that I never settle for normalacy yet not spend my time striving for abnormality. 
[Edited on Dec 12, 2003 8:15PM]
Anyway, budget cuts shouldn't affect you, since you're out of state anyway. Tuition went up for residents, but not many programs were cut, as a result.
Sucks for residents tho... I have friends who literally don't know how they're gonna come up with tuition for the spring... and mine has gone up 40%!! (but you know who pays mine) Out of state has remained essentially the same for state schools.
No worries.