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I am confused as to why *both* of the sites I use went through major updates and rearrangement in the last 24 hours.
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I want to care again.
I want to do things which I can care about again.
I don't want to be in this place, doing things I don't care about anymore.
My sense of rebellion leads me to intense places where those who buy into this place don't like.

I feel like a bad role model, for some here look up to me.

-I need a shower-