figmentation

I woke up really early this morning because I thought I had to go to work.

My favorite part of the day is the early early morning - when the sun isnt even up yet, and the sky is barely something other than black. The world is quiet. I feel complete then.

I've been having the most amazing dreams recently. Sometimes they're full sensory, and I can feel the heat of the people around me. Those are the ones I love... sometimes, they're black and white, sometimes they're color, sometimes it's full of detail and sometimes the focus is on the detail and the rest is lost in swabs of a painter's brush. Sometimes, they are just the story. Sometimes, it's just the location... but they're amazing. vivid. full of detail. It's wonderful to dream again... (I've missed it)

I need to travel. I need something different with my life.
(I'm not sure what exactly.)