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My friend calls me up out of the blue and asks what's wrong. We hadn't talked in months.
Really and sincerely. What is wrong. why am I down? And so I told him. everything that was bothering me. all of my stupid fears and idioc thoughts and bullshit that I carry around and think without ever saying... He listened. To all of it, without interupting. after I was done, and had taken a deep breath, we talked. about everything. In all seriousness.
and then when we had finished we talked about everything else that was going on in the world...

I feel much better. My friend was able to help me deal with the details so that I can continue on. It was a gift beyond words and I am greatful.