figmentation

hrmmm.....here's what i learned.

you are a human of very high ethical standards, and are very self-aware. here's the best evidence: clicky (all your visitors are going to click that and be impressed by fig.)

many moons ago (like 6 months), your posts were statements. i went here, i went there. boy did this, boy did that. today (say, post-Cali), you talk about the feeling you get from doing things, rather than just what you did. you explore yourself outloud with us. even though life and housing and relationships haven't been as secure, you seem much more confident, and at the same time more introspective.

i could fall in love with you. that's a personal insight.

even though you're more open about yourself, there are things you keep to yourself (reasons unknown). your age, your profession, what kind of artist gets opening gigs in a coffee house, and similar missing pieces. you seem very self-reliant, almost to the point of solitary, but not totally comfortable with it.

there's a recurring theme of motherhood, pregnancy, nursing, and nurturing that's run through your journal for months. combined with your fantasy outlined above left, i'd suspect that you'd be very content with a similarly self-reliant partner.

then again, i might be creating a figment that's truely a figment of my imagination. it's tempting when conversating with an attractive, thinking, playful woman.


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[Edited on Oct 24, 2004 7:04PM]

i'm embarrassed that i'm hogging your comment space.

Sorry, my computer froze.

I have the frames already, so its just a matter of getting new lenses... as well as pimping my ride.

interesting, ill have to go re-read it for the first time

[Edited on Oct 21, 2004 10:52PM]

that's so warm yet unbelievable at the same time. and it fulfills a number of my waking dreams.

*heads for cold shower*

um, but i knew it was fiction, once i got to the third parapraph i lost interest, but sonce your a good online buddy, i read the whole thing anyway....it was convincing, but i knew it was fiction, and well....yeah


if you are reading this, go put the secret word in my updated journal i did, er actually will do as soon as i do this entry

the secret word is *irrererevent* yes errererevent ...hahahaha i saw team america: world police....some funny stuff, some over the top, but then again, have you seen circa WWII bugs bunny cartoons..same thing different time

be well

no problem...

yeah i had a headache today from work and other things. i decided to take a walk on the beach, well sort of more like the dock in the bay ...I watched the ducks in the water...and it was very calming...

chill time is good time.

Yeah!

you're just plain cute!

what kind of gigs are you doing?

I am the pumpkin master......

*sneaks up behind you... haunches down... eyes on the target... POUNCES and gives you a big supportive hug*

I'm here as needed, dearie. Remember that.

and that was very intelligible btw....you rock

I was a best man once... I got drunk because weddings make me sad.

awsome pic...what are you thinkin about>?

yeah i just have been busy, i have an update in my journal

missedya also, i hope your gettin stuff back together down thier

[Edited on Oct 10, 2004 12:04AM]

^ haha, I told you you looked pensive...

Its not a dumb motivational thing, its a very good observation. Although, I don't think I'm missing out on anything because of my fear... hahahahaha... oh, my side hurts now.

Guess what???

This is my 500th post!!

And its alllll for you

im tired of hurricanes heh, hows everything up there?

running into old faces is okay... the only inadequacy lies in the fact that they are usually 'old' (as in not present) for a reason.