fightfordawn

so i haven't updated for a while...sue me...

i'm pissed i couldn't go to the vortex party a week ago... STOP HAVEING SGATLiens nights on SATURDAY!!! i can't do anything on saturday... have them on Friday!!!!

anyway... i just got one of my ex-girlfreinds a job where i work... it should be cool because she's the only girl i ever remained freinds with after we broke up. And because i'm not trying to get with her or anything...

i seriously do need a girl in my life... i'm tired of random women at bars and such... Thats not something i want for myself. Yea...sure if i'm drunk and you're hot and hitting on me i'll have sex with you. But that's not the normal me... that's the "i've had too much whiskey and beer" me. The regular me wants a girl who i can cuddle with most of the time and talk to all of the time...

if you can't have a decent conversation with me ... i don't want much to do with you...



i'm just so tired of looking...

i want to be found...