My blog the end appeared to be the last one. Well it is not. I have returned. My partner is still struggling with cancer but there is a bit of light at the end of the tunnel. Is it easy, no it really is not. You can't plan ahead. If you think it is going a bit better, than something happens and you are nearly back at point zero. Never had to deal with a thing that costs so much energy.
Even on this site I have noticed that I am not able to follow people as I used to do. So for all you beautiful people, I am sorry wished that I had the time and energy to keep up with all of you or write a blog more often.
This all sounds of course not that much fun. And yes, that is true, but also we still have a lot of fun. You can't always look back. Learning that some of the beautiful ladies are pregnant is Wow!!. Having a child is the most beautiful gift you can get. That small persons in your arms, a feeling that is so wonderful. Of course for me it is a long time ago (my age is correct), but I can still remember that moment. That is also the reason that I hope my partner will survive this. She would love to see our child becoming an adult and one day a parent herself.
If you read this blog, thank you and a lot of love from me.
