fierhauk

Insomnia is a many spledored thing. I am beginning to think it is just my calling in life and there is no cure. For example I work 30 minutes from home and have to be in at 8am yet still cant get to sleep before 2-3am every day. Sometimes later...but usually by 3. I get up at 6:45 so I get under 4 hours of sleep or right around there. Well....for the first time in who knows how long I was asleep just after 11 last night. Or nearly....then the cell phone rings...I ignore it...the house phone rings...i ignore it....30 minutes later just as I start to fall asleep....cell phone.....house phone....cell phone....message....So it's all done, right? Not really.... I get to sleep about 20 minutes later..... then a loud knock at the door..... persistant too... more on that later but needless to say I was up till nearly 4....

No matter what I do I am doomed to get no sleep.....guess i just suffer....

Now....i cant be too pissed about last night. I have a friend that is dealing with all kinds of shit from her childhood and is using me as a support system so I willingly would give my time to be there for any friend when they need me... just wish she listened a little better and could get over the fear she has and vent to the people that matter and not me... bah....torture and fun...life is a blast isnt it?

Well....long weekends present themselves for entertainment and here i have nothing to do? I know things will pop up here and there, but it sure would have been nice to have a gameplan for a change....

Well...time to toss some food together and make a few rings to see who is doing where what....