Idk about this site I don't frequent it often, although I enjoy it. I have no friends in here and in all likelihood no one will see nor read this. Yet i continue to type idk where I'm at in my life I've lost a lot of friends or rather people that I thought were friends but when I left my ex pretty much was all but abandoned by them. I guess I'm venting idk I tend to keep all of my anger and pretty much every other emotion inside when I show love it's never really returned and if it is not the full extent I put in or feel I deserve. I go out of my way to help people i don't do it for praise or anything its just in my nature I guess. I need someone to help me now and again though. This post isn't going anywhere and if anyone does read this by mistake I'm sorry if I sound whiny yeah this was pointless but I needed to type it out and consider yourself lucky I cut it short lol.
