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Your a doll and a trooper! So soon you will be breathing such a huge sigh of relief.

I had asked about the anti anxiety medication because I'm claustrophobic and am kind of nervous about my arms being restrained and lower half numb all at the same time.

yayyyyy... I get to call him nephew like Snoop Dogg!

Damn its like you have radar to end up on the wrong side of everything I say! Just try and ignore me, I'm just too much of an asshole sometimes.

Best of luck to you, and if you ever find yourself wanting people to leave you alone, just think "hmm I wonder what that guy fourtwenty would say" and you should have no trouble alienating people

Hurry back and let us know how everything went, and post some pictures of the little one

Awww honey. *HUGS* I think everything your feeling is normal, but you've got the important part down there. This is about you, Rod, and your baby. No one else. If you feel you need to ban people from the hospital, just do it honey. The people who love you will get it. It drives me nuts how everyone makes someone else's baby their business, and feel the need to give them a lecture on how you should have it, raise it, hold it, feed it, burp it, dress it, and look at it. It's ridiculous. I'm sure they care, but people can care too much too.

You'll do fine. Before you know it you'll being holding the little scamp in your arms and three of you will be happy as can be. Do what you need to do for yourself hon, because you're the important person here. I understand the guilt, but try not to, cuz really, you're not doing anything, and nor have you done anything, wrong. Everything happens for a reason. The c-section is the best for both of you, and if people can't understand that, feck 'em. You're awesome, and you're going to be such an amazing mom.

Best of wishes bringing your son into the world tomorrow. I hope you feel okay afterwards, and they give you good medicines so you'll be comfortable. Rod, the wee one, and most especially you will be in my thoughts tomorrow. Take care, be safe and well.

Loves, hugs and kisses,
Devon

ETA: I still wish I lived in CA so I could bring you ice cream.

[Edited on Mar 27, 2006 10:41AM]

Dude, yeah.. we used to be idiots.

Anyways, Good Luck tomorrow girl. I know everything is gonna be okay, So just breathe and remember how quickly everything is gonna go by. You should enjoy every second of it, because it's a day that you're gonna remember for the rest of your life.

Make it a wonderful memory.
I love you!

Yeah, I called mom and figured it out.

I make the frosting on the back of the cocoa box everytime I make brownies. I call them my chocolate death brownies, mmmm....So damn tasty! ♥
I think I will make some today...

I dropped half my rent money on lottery tickets all with those numbers

and they didn't win.

Why would you do this to me?

I know it'll be at least a coupla months. Don't hurry. I want you to feel up to it, not like you got dragged along. Just lemme know when you're ready.

That sounds very important. Im def. going to ask about it at my appt on Monday. Wow, I'm glad you asked me about that. I have a list of questions to ask my dr. too.

I would be happy, we just aren't to prepared if I am pregnant. I'm trying not to think about it too much, so I won't stress out

oh man, get him to have sex! cuz he won't get any for a long time!

sex is good. sex is good. sex is good. i'll keep thinking it in my head, and maybe the vibes will travel west......

SWeEEEETT! I wanna pink gameboy! i haven't had one since i was a little kid!

i REALLY REALLY cant believe you only have 6 days left dude.

We did! She is home safe now, and I am sooooo happy! Thank you so much for your concern.

awww, you poor thing. its so hard to be pregnant. i always felt very vulnerable. surgery is scary too, put the two together - its a sucky combination.
do you have friends who've had c/s that can talk you through thier experience? it always helps to know what you're dealing with - i know the doc went through it but its different from a moms point of view.
i'm sorry you feel guilty. you are doing the best you can for your child. some women have no problem having a c/s, some women view it as a loss, just more feelings to process.
the transition tp parenthood is bumpy, no one does it gracefully.
eat your peeps!
btw, i really like your new profile pic, thats what drew me to your journal

i have NEVER eaten a single PEEPS..or would that be a single PEEP? oh my gosh i'm so excited for you! good luck sweetie!!!

Kool...me and some Friends from the ut server have been playing a racing game just for Change...its called...Track Mania Nation...Note the Nations...its the free version...we have a dedicated server under the Canada list..its called scubed...check it out...its fun and free....we have been talking about adding an RTS to our dedcated server...when we figure out what game ill let you know....

I hate when people intrude like that. I let the optimist in me say they are just being curious. People should realize that others make decisions for themselves. You know you are making the right decision hun. No doubt about it and you know that.

Today was hard. I don't think I've cried so much in I don't know how long!

I didn't want a c/s but really I know it's best. It doesnt make it any easier. Add on to that the fact that I will be a mom in 14 days. Fuck! I mean I want to be one. I know I can be one. It still is hard to compute that it's finally happening and it doesnt make it any less scary. Then again you know this right.

You'll be in my thoughts a lot the next week. Try and stay sane.

Yay, he'll be here so soon!

We arieses are take your shit over.
Danke for the early birth anniversary comment.