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"Smash Your Enemies"

"I hope I'm alive.
To witness your demise.
Make you feel my sorrow.
Encompass all my pain.
That I've felt for years.
Dreading each dying day.
Hanging by a thread.
On the edge of my sanity.

When I wake up the real nightmare begins.

Will I make through my time
in living hell?
Do I possess the strength to
smash my fears into the ground?
I've tried to be strong.
I've tried to overcome but
I don't think I possess the
strength to carry on.
I'm torn between, and there's
no right choice.
I've gotta fight back.
I won't be scarred for life."

I love you Alex and I hope you find the strength to overcome everything that has happened in the past few days and the strength to carry on in the days that are to come. Im always here for you and and I always have your back. What doesnt kill you is gonna make you stronger. Im sorry this happened to such a loving and caring person but I honeslty think justice will prevail and something good will come of this. Keep fighting, you are always in my hopes, my thoughts and in my heart.

(this entry is dedicated to my 15 year old brother who was struck by the car of a careless driver this past friday night. My brother is suffering broken bones, busted teeth, lacerated lower lip, broken jaw and in very much pain. He is lucky to be alive. I have heard not one apology, not one call asking about my brothers health from this fucker. You had your chance, I hope you burn in your own hell you worthless excuse for a fucking human being. May the powers that be make you feel every ounce of pain you have caused my brother and my family. Eat shit and die you bastard.)