fidelius

Dear Ian,
I know that it made you sad because it was happening.
You said that you would look into it.
I am sad because it is over.
I really need this to live happily. I need this to be able to cope. I think that you are just talking again.
I don't think that it will change, or that you will be willing to fill the role I need in the end.
Please prove me wrong. And when you wake up give me a hug because I am one sad little girl.
I love you.
erika