fidelius

deep inside like a long ago need
i feel it-
clawing its way out of my soul
an unstopable force, riping me apart.
alive in its own right.
nothing to do now but wait.
sooner or later it will all end.
like a beautifally wraped gift,
the anticipation is there.
to touch. to taste. to feel.
but it scares me,
unlike anything else i've ever known.
it possese me.
triving on my desperation.
living on my anguish.
what is left?
not much, so i wait.
i wait for the end, and the begining.
when it comes i will be ready.

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Click this link. It's like crack. Yum

It's snowing.

I have a internet crush.
I'm not hiding it but I haven't had one of these things before.
It's strange wanting to touch someone you don't really know
Actually its more like a strong desire to kiss.
Thats my thing, I love to kiss.
So basically I want to sexually harrass my crush.

If your reading this.... Can I?