fidelius

So I swiched my hours at work around which is great but now I'm awake all early for no reason. And to make it all worse I'm not out of "nanny-mode" yet. Its been like 4 months and still, I see kids doing crap they arent supposed to and I think, " If I was your nanny!" But then, I cant think that because I'm not. Truth be told I miss the job just not the crap that goes with it. I dont miss being the one to freak out over kids not getting to the doctor or because a kid is screwing up at school. I dont miss feeling like nothing I do matters.

I do miss being the "parent" helper on field trips and making cupcakes for class parties. I miss cooking dinner everynight and having inside jokes that are only funny if your under the ageof ten. I miss watching PBS and singing along to Jakers. (cute show about an irish pig)



At my current job I dont have these things and that is fine. I love my job. Just sometimes I miss spending 12 hours a day with kids. I want to see my nephews and the two best kids I ever took care of. They together make up the 6 sweetist boys ever.

So whats up with yall?