I've lived in NY for about a year. In that time I have changed a bit. And I am happy to say almost 100% for the better.
I still fear a lot and share too little. I still feel sad most of the time and I still get uncomfortable around other people. But I like my self enough now to admit that I'm sotra funny....
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I still fear a lot and share too little. I still feel sad most of the time and I still get uncomfortable around other people. But I like my self enough now to admit that I'm sotra funny....
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This isnt simple
this feeling
even as it frees me- I'm disturbed
held down by ropes...
... both real and imagined.
my soul flies
my body aches
with each wound-
- each mark
I am lifted.
Exalted
With each blow the confusion drifts away
like so many clouds;
until there is nothing
Nothing but the moment
a moment in which I finally
[FINALLY] forget
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this feeling
even as it frees me- I'm disturbed
held down by ropes...
... both real and imagined.
my soul flies
my body aches
with each wound-
- each mark
I am lifted.
Exalted
With each blow the confusion drifts away
like so many clouds;
until there is nothing
Nothing but the moment
a moment in which I finally
[FINALLY] forget
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allied:
Really? I rock? Awwww, thanks, hon. 
Who knew? Right back 'atcha. 
Oops, I forgot to add that that's really beautiful prose.
[Edited on May 17, 2005 1:25AM]
Who knew? Right back 'atcha.
Oops, I forgot to add that that's really beautiful prose.
[Edited on May 17, 2005 1:25AM]
spazzatron:
why do you need a bandaid???? 
nothing much to update. just passing through. show me love
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rorie:
yeah.. i am.. or close to it.. crazy, huh?
spazzatron:
For the day of my birth I would like some SG stickers.... that would be a fabuloso gift...
Nothing much to report.
Harry Potter and the Half Blood Prince comes out in 65 days. yay!
I'm supposed to get my new skirt today. I'm stolked. Its super cute.
Other then that life is the same as always.
Harry Potter and the Half Blood Prince comes out in 65 days. yay!
I'm supposed to get my new skirt today. I'm stolked. Its super cute.
Other then that life is the same as always.
allied:
Did you get it?
65 days? How will you ever survive that long?!?!
65 days? How will you ever survive that long?!?!
Where I come from isn't all that great
My automobile is a piece of crap
My fashion sense is a little whack
And my friends are just as screwy as me
God bless Weezer
today is good. I have known for quite some time that I dont want children of my own. But it just hit me how much I really dont want kids. I...
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My automobile is a piece of crap
My fashion sense is a little whack
And my friends are just as screwy as me
God bless Weezer
today is good. I have known for quite some time that I dont want children of my own. But it just hit me how much I really dont want kids. I...
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spazzatron:
Jeremy is my favorite person right now, big surprise... but it's cuz he's awesome... 
I have nothing to say really. im just updating... so yeah so hi.
spazzatron:
HI!!!! Hey, I have a plan...
And now, you get some Elvis lovin':
"Return to sender, address unknown, no such person, no such zone! We had a quarrle, a lover's spat, I write Im sorry but my letter keeps coming back!"
And now, you get some Elvis lovin':
"Return to sender, address unknown, no such person, no such zone! We had a quarrle, a lover's spat, I write Im sorry but my letter keeps coming back!"
corroded_heart:
hey! 
I would like to, for your reading pleasure, provide the most ridiculously awsome song lyrics.
Let me hear you say, this shit is bananas
B-A-NAN-A-S!
This shit is bananas B-A-NAN-A-S!
(again)
This shit is bananas B-A-NAN-A-S!
This shit is bananas B-A-NAN-A-S!
You can thanks Gwen Stefani for that.
I am seriously addicited to her new album. I know. I have a problem but I love...
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Let me hear you say, this shit is bananas
B-A-NAN-A-S!
This shit is bananas B-A-NAN-A-S!
(again)
This shit is bananas B-A-NAN-A-S!
This shit is bananas B-A-NAN-A-S!
You can thanks Gwen Stefani for that.
I am seriously addicited to her new album. I know. I have a problem but I love...
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allied:
Happy Mothers Day!
Got my skirt yesterday. Yay about that.
You know whats dumb? When people are told "please dont write or call me anymore" and then not even 24 hours later they call. dumbass...
to do list for today
1. make coffee
2. go to toddler park with alexa.
3. mop floor
I would go on but the list is boring and because I'm not a super...
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You know whats dumb? When people are told "please dont write or call me anymore" and then not even 24 hours later they call. dumbass...
to do list for today
1. make coffee
2. go to toddler park with alexa.
3. mop floor
I would go on but the list is boring and because I'm not a super...
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spazzatron:
Tom Green. Jerry Springer. Steve-o. Ryan Seacrest. Carson Daly. Katie Couric. Jenny Jones. Cindy Rinehart. This is a long list.
I'm sorry you don't want me to call any more... *sniff sniff* heh, no I just kid.
I'm sorry you don't want me to call any more... *sniff sniff* heh, no I just kid.
allied:
Oops, I forgot Springer and Daly.
I hate people who are always right 
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spazzatron:
I don't hate them, but sometimes I wanna stab them in the eye with a lit cigarette. 
ampersandwich:
who or what is Airien?
I like the sound of lips peeling apart during a smile - theres nothing like it. not sure if its my fav sound, but i like it
I like the sound of lips peeling apart during a smile - theres nothing like it. not sure if its my fav sound, but i like it
This is just a venting journal please dont comment to anything said below. Thanks
When I talk to you I cant breath.
my throat wont let the air in.
I shake
my blunt nails dig into the soft flesh of my arms.
I can feel your teeth ripping my heart out.
It hurts...
... but thats ok.
I want to tell you to leave but...
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When I talk to you I cant breath.
my throat wont let the air in.
I shake
my blunt nails dig into the soft flesh of my arms.
I can feel your teeth ripping my heart out.
It hurts...
... but thats ok.
I want to tell you to leave but...
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iggy_koopa:
well my selection of children is limited would you mind sending some choice ones my way? and hope whatever is making you vent gets better
and hope whatever is making you vent gets better
allied:
Feel better, hun.
Feel better, hun.Yesterday:
Circle was cancled due to rain. SO I made other plans.
Lastnight :
Got on train after I had fufilled the afore mentioned plan.
Lastnight agan :
Called buddy I had had plans with to come pick my dumb ass up after taking a train going in the WRONG direction. Then proceeded in missing the exit because I wasnt paying very good attention.
This...
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Circle was cancled due to rain. SO I made other plans.
Lastnight :
Got on train after I had fufilled the afore mentioned plan.
Lastnight agan :
Called buddy I had had plans with to come pick my dumb ass up after taking a train going in the WRONG direction. Then proceeded in missing the exit because I wasnt paying very good attention.
This...
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spazzatron:
Yea, last time I took a bus in the wrong direction, I was 2 hours late for school....
ampersandwich:
you hate cars tho, i thought....
Rain gives me a reason to be a lazy bum and just chuddle up on the couch and read or what ever. Usually I love the rain. Right now I'm irritated with it but happy with it at the same time. Here's why...
Circle was cancled today because of the rain. We were going to do our thing in Central Park but because of the...
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Circle was cancled today because of the rain. We were going to do our thing in Central Park but because of the...
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spazzatron:
Circle is because she's a crazy voodoo preistess.... know what you can do for plans? send me $3000.00 because I'ma good christian.
iggy_koopa:
sacrifice some small children...thats what i do when im bored
I was like "wow, I need my sister for this."