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Modeling:
So I've been on this anti-anxiety/anti-depressant cocktail for quite a while now and a couple of them cause loss of appetite/weight loss (apparently the doctors don't really know which one exactly or why); I've lost a fair amount (even before I started taking the pills, just because I was so sick) and it's been a bit of a struggle getting used to. (Maybe mostly girls will understand this? Boys?)
My clothes (which I always like to be painted on) don't fit really anymore and even though our society generally prizes tininess, my size zero (aka "acceptable" model size, which I haven't been since I was like 17 and still working a bit) just doesn't feel terribly sexy right now...
Bah. I think I'll whip out my old, loverly FE2 and take some "art" pics. I think it'll be good for my perception to see myself on film: concrete, you know? Plus, I'm doing a nude shoot in a few weeks and need to get back into practice. I've been planning on starting back in by trying to go Pink (low-key, fun, self-indulgent modeling) and then seeing how I feel...
I'm really busy nesting in my new apt. now, setting everything up and all that jazz...but kisses and hugs to all my friends: xxxxxoxoxooxx