01/10/2008 Wednesday 12.37am
It's the first of October..
October's one of my favorite months, for me it signals the begining of Autum the cold and winter is coming back after the stick hotness of summer.
I also love Halloween dispite it not being a big thing over here.
Normally my blog is to keep track of the highlights of my life leaving the nitty gritty outside.. I'm gunna throw in a splash of cold water.. Hopefully not a sad one, just a less trivial one than normal.
Me and Beth Broke up.. We both saw it coming a while ago, Although I don't think i'm sad if anything I'm relieved and optermistic.. I am feeling queesy tho.
She's been suffering from bad depression this past 4 months and it's put a strain on our releationship.
It wasn't fair on me because she wasn't being a good girlfriend and I was putting strain on her to try and live up to being so and I was always trying to hide my unpleasent side (anger upsetness ect) from her incase it made her feel worse.
I'm writing this because I want you to understand that it's a perfectly amicable break up lol, we were both left feeling relieved and optermistic.
We both realised that we're best together when were not putting these "boyfriend" and "girlfriend" tags and restrictions on ourselfs feeling we had to call each other every night to say good night and such.
So if we could cut out 90% of the shit in our relationship and it only cost me kissing and cuddling then it's all good, specially if it makes our relationship as good as the great parts can be and it's deffinately going to help Beth with her depression.
We've been going out since we were 17 and we've become Sam&Beth everyone sees us as a couple.. we both need to become Sam and Beth rather than Sam&Beth.
anyway it only happened earlier so I can't sum up weeks of thoughts into a blurb.. it's for the best and Both of us will be happier for it.
Back to the lighter stuff.
My nets been down for the weekend Virgin cocking up again.
Picked up Gears of War and Blue dragon for 2for1 at 20.
Both are well worth a tenner and then some!
I'd played gears abit with a friend but never bothered getting past the beserker, I'm just past that now.
Blue dragon seems to be pretty ace too ^^
Anywho I haven't played WoW in like 5 days.. I'm starting to get withdrawls again so am off to level my priest called Kobold XD
It's the first of October..
October's one of my favorite months, for me it signals the begining of Autum the cold and winter is coming back after the stick hotness of summer.
I also love Halloween dispite it not being a big thing over here.
Normally my blog is to keep track of the highlights of my life leaving the nitty gritty outside.. I'm gunna throw in a splash of cold water.. Hopefully not a sad one, just a less trivial one than normal.
Me and Beth Broke up.. We both saw it coming a while ago, Although I don't think i'm sad if anything I'm relieved and optermistic.. I am feeling queesy tho.
She's been suffering from bad depression this past 4 months and it's put a strain on our releationship.
It wasn't fair on me because she wasn't being a good girlfriend and I was putting strain on her to try and live up to being so and I was always trying to hide my unpleasent side (anger upsetness ect) from her incase it made her feel worse.
I'm writing this because I want you to understand that it's a perfectly amicable break up lol, we were both left feeling relieved and optermistic.
We both realised that we're best together when were not putting these "boyfriend" and "girlfriend" tags and restrictions on ourselfs feeling we had to call each other every night to say good night and such.
So if we could cut out 90% of the shit in our relationship and it only cost me kissing and cuddling then it's all good, specially if it makes our relationship as good as the great parts can be and it's deffinately going to help Beth with her depression.
We've been going out since we were 17 and we've become Sam&Beth everyone sees us as a couple.. we both need to become Sam and Beth rather than Sam&Beth.
anyway it only happened earlier so I can't sum up weeks of thoughts into a blurb.. it's for the best and Both of us will be happier for it.
Back to the lighter stuff.
My nets been down for the weekend Virgin cocking up again.
Picked up Gears of War and Blue dragon for 2for1 at 20.
Both are well worth a tenner and then some!
I'd played gears abit with a friend but never bothered getting past the beserker, I'm just past that now.
Blue dragon seems to be pretty ace too ^^
Anywho I haven't played WoW in like 5 days.. I'm starting to get withdrawls again so am off to level my priest called Kobold XD
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if i don't go uni, i'll be happy enough pottling along making undies anyway!