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fergie_racer

Wausau, WI

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Monday Nov 28, 2005

Nov 28, 2005
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OK, so it's after Thanksgiving, and I feel that I should up date this journal.

I now own a house. It's in the woods, away from most people, where me and my dog can roam around and have fun. Oh yeah, I have a new dog too. It was a big ordeal to get the house, and there were a lot of papers to sign as well as the whole losing my soul part. I don't get to move in for another couple of months since the people I bought the house from are still iving there, but they are giving me money, which is cool. Once I move in, the whole responsible adault attitude will come with it, but until then I'm goign to act liek a kid.

My dog is awesome. He's becoming more and more trusting of me, and I finaly got him to open up and play around a little. I don't think he like the whole apartment thing right now, which I don't blame him because I don't either.

Seeing my family again was nice. I can usually only take them in small doses such as the holidays, but there are times when I really wish I lived closer to them. They all live close together, and I feel like I am left out when I see them. They all talk about things they have done together, and I talk about how i sat in my apartment and played xbox for the last 10 months. Plus is hard for me to go back and see my grandfather. His health gets worse every time I visit, and I know one of these times it's going ot be our last visit together. I don't want to make it seem like I'll never see him again, but we both hint at it. I know my grandmother is going ot take it really hard when he finaly does go. Hopefuly it won't be for many years to come, but we all know it's coming. As far as people I look up to the most in my life, he is at the top of my very short list. Even though at times he can be mean, critical, and stubourn at times, he has always been there for me and tought me a lot through life. Plus he is a verteran of WWII, and I thank him for that.

Well, I'm still single, and I probably will be for a long time. Every time I try to meet some one, they turn out to be some one I really don't like. I'm sick and tired of all these girls that just mooch of men because they have no money, or girls that have kids they don't tell you abaout, or girls that play games like they are still in highschool. I want a venue where I can meet mature women my age that don't smoke, don't do drugs, don't have kids, are some what interesting, and have decent looks. Oh and a good job wouldn't hurt either; and I'm not talking about money, I'm talking about a stable job. Oh well, I know I'll find some one just like I found my last nice girlfriend, by supprise. That's how my luck works. I'll be alone and miserable for a long time, and then all of a sudden I'll meet some one who is almost perfect.

With that, I must go and get some sleep before work. It's really really late.
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Happy holidays! kiss
Dec 25, 2005
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kiss MERRY CHRISTMAS!!! kiss
Dec 25, 2005

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