

false alarm... and i'm a little disappointed, but mostly damn relieved. i think that qualifies as mildly manic. cuckoo cuckoo cuckoo.
why is everything so stupid.
why is everything so stupid.

I have never been more afraid in my entire life.
What am I going to do?? I am almost 100% sure that I am pregnant. I am 3 weeks late as of today. I have an appointment at Planned Parenthood tomorrow, but I just cannot believe this is happening.
We were safe. I haven't told the boy until I'm sure. Maybe not even then.
I...
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What am I going to do?? I am almost 100% sure that I am pregnant. I am 3 weeks late as of today. I have an appointment at Planned Parenthood tomorrow, but I just cannot believe this is happening.
We were safe. I haven't told the boy until I'm sure. Maybe not even then.
I...
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I am stuck in Medford! I hate this town! Nothing goes right here and everyone sucks. My tags are up and I failed DEQ so NOW i need to get work done on my car. Grr.
Started smoking pot again... damn the holidays.
Started smoking pot again... damn the holidays.
Robbie and I ate at Marakesh on Fri. It was moroccan food and DAMN COOL!
They make you wash your hands in this sink they bring to you at the table and you sit on all these pillows and your table is about 2 feet off the ground and its like 7 courses of food that you have to eat with you're hands.
Bob got...
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They make you wash your hands in this sink they bring to you at the table and you sit on all these pillows and your table is about 2 feet off the ground and its like 7 courses of food that you have to eat with you're hands.
Bob got...
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Remember Total Recall? I forgot how gory that movie was...

Jon Lovitz for president, 2008!
The end of day four and I am marijuana-free!

Its funny, I feel the same. Some people say, oh, I feel so much smarter and I can remember things better and my lungs feel so much juicier... maybe I just smoked for...
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vicky:
Total Recall is one of my fave films of all time
Oh and thanks, your sweet

Oh and thanks, your sweet

I stopped smoking weed starting today.
Its really hard, because I've been smoking for over 7 years, and over the past 4 years, I've smoked pot pretty much every day, at least once a day. My roommate is smokes about and eighth a day, too, which should hinder me.
I tell myself I can quit, I just need a reason to. Getting a real job...
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Its really hard, because I've been smoking for over 7 years, and over the past 4 years, I've smoked pot pretty much every day, at least once a day. My roommate is smokes about and eighth a day, too, which should hinder me.
I tell myself I can quit, I just need a reason to. Getting a real job...
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The most gruesome and horrible thing happened today.
My kitten, my beautiful little Ioda, got killed today by my garage door. My roommates were cleaning out the garage all day and I guess Ioda was sleeping on the top of the garage door as it was open and when they went to pull it down (its not old and not mechanical), I guess she couldn't...
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My kitten, my beautiful little Ioda, got killed today by my garage door. My roommates were cleaning out the garage all day and I guess Ioda was sleeping on the top of the garage door as it was open and when they went to pull it down (its not old and not mechanical), I guess she couldn't...
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gunter:
Oh my. That is terrible. I'm sorry for your loss. Losing a pet is never easy. Major duty hugs for you.
apricot:
Oh jesus. I am so so sorry. My dad ran over our cat accidently a couple years back, and I never really did get over it.
Feel better.
Feel better.