wow... s'been a while since i've updated...
too much is going on to type... but it feels like nothing really progressive has happened. went to cali to see mom, who's pretty sick still, got sick on the way down and was so contagious i couldn't really get too close to her. <--bummer.
but on a less depressing note, i'm training my replacement starting today so...
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I got THIS coat as an early birthday present and I absolutely love it!!!

Things here are pretty spicy, to say the least. I think I have a crush on Roger, but I don't think he knows it and I think he may be married or at least involved. He's dreamy, either way. And more my age and type...

I'm so sick of dating this...
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My back is out of sorts today. I seem to sleep in the *YAY* position, with my arms above my head and my face in a pillow.

I've been thinkin I spend too much time thinking of boys. And when I find one, like in the past, I make my life revolve around him. I'm noticing I need to base my life around ME, otherwise,...
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blast!
i've been robbed!
my dumb ass cousin broke into my house and took my dvd player, about 50 vhs/dvds, a brand new computer, and a bunch of my cousins tools and cameras and even clothes and spare change...

fucking bitch! fucking BITCH! I feel so violated. People who steal just make me nauseaous... spelling nauseous makes me nauseous.

This town changes people. This town...
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isn't it funny how everything works out...

Boys are so confusing.
Why does he send me pictures of his new girl... is it to
a). make me jealous
b). gloat
c). make me sad
or is he genuinely oblivious to how it may make me feel?
I mean, come on. A picture of his new girlfriend in a naughty nurse uniform. What message is that sending???
Its beyond me, and I'm not...
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So my car broke down. On the side of i-5 on my way to Ashland. If you were on the freeway between 9 and 10pm on Monday night you probably saw me waving. I'll chalk it up as irony that my cell phone had just bee-bee-beeped its powering down tone just as i hung up with my inibriated cousin to come and help. A rather...
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You seem so out of context in this gaudy apartment complex
A stranger with your door key explaining that I am just visiting
And I am finally seeing
Why I was the one worth leaving...

...The district sleeps alone tonight after the bars turn out their lights
And send the autos swerving into the loneliest evening
And I am finally seeing
Why I was the...
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I got shoved up a gay man's full body vampire cape last night... not so much as shoved, more like overcome from behind.

Hmm. None of that sounds right.

Aha, already, I've said too much.

I've picked a costume! Well, rather, I've settled for one.
I hope to see everyone in Ashland for the rager.