I am proud of myself for being an "adult" and handling the situation at work without emotion.
I can't pretend I wasn't thrilled to see him...or that I don't have a knot in my stomach whenever I think about him.
All I hope for is that he has/had the same respect for me that I do for him. Not everyone I love is going to...
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I can't pretend I wasn't thrilled to see him...or that I don't have a knot in my stomach whenever I think about him.
All I hope for is that he has/had the same respect for me that I do for him. Not everyone I love is going to...
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aaronidiot:
Ah, love. Such a fickle emotion. It's partly a blessing I always fail in my pursuit of women I think. Glad to hear the situation was handled well though.
pinkwhiskey:
it'll be okay sweetie, just focus on you and having fun, then happness will slap you in the ass from behind...it likes to do that 
"Why don't you show me a little bit of spunk"?
I have the L-O-N-G-E-S-T day tomorrow...
First I am filling in for teachers who have meetings to go to..not usually a big deal except this is a special education PRESCHOOL I am subbing at
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Then, I get to work 3 hours at Sylvan...2 of which I will have to dig deep to be mature...
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I have the L-O-N-G-E-S-T day tomorrow...
First I am filling in for teachers who have meetings to go to..not usually a big deal except this is a special education PRESCHOOL I am subbing at
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Then, I get to work 3 hours at Sylvan...2 of which I will have to dig deep to be mature...
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corsair:
Long days are part of your investment in your future. Come Friday, you'll feel great!
tilpacer:
Yep. Friendship sounds fair enough. 
Okay, just to set the record straight with all you honesty zealots, I think the truth is very important, HOWEVER, some things are better left unsaid. Believe me, when I wrote "John" this letter, I got the response I KNEW I would get. My problem is the question he asked RIGHT afterwards. I will NOT get into details because it's of the personal nature, but...
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aaronidiot:
Ah, congrats on being able to have sex again soon. I've personally been on a hiatus for the last year or so.
Truth is only for those who want to hear it, and frankly, most people would rather live in ignorance.
Truth is only for those who want to hear it, and frankly, most people would rather live in ignorance.
tilpacer:
YAY! Forth grade... it was the best 3 years of my life.
YAY! Brett will get boners again!
Have a great day!
YAY! Brett will get boners again!
Have a great day!
Fuck it. Brace yourself.
Whoever coined the term: "Honesty is always the best policy" was a freakin' LIAR!
And when am I ever going to stop repeating the same mistakes over and over again?
The last time I wrote a letter to someone ended in complete disaster. Yes, most of you may remember James--the former DJ from WBRU who tormented me for one summer. Speaking...
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Whoever coined the term: "Honesty is always the best policy" was a freakin' LIAR!
And when am I ever going to stop repeating the same mistakes over and over again?
The last time I wrote a letter to someone ended in complete disaster. Yes, most of you may remember James--the former DJ from WBRU who tormented me for one summer. Speaking... Read More
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clarkekid:
I'm sorry... I guess I was a little confusing with my statement. I meant there was someone who was like me in your life... but it looks like I was wrong either way and I apologize for that too. 
Don't worry, I won't bother you about sharing... I can respect that you want to keep it to yourself. Hopefully things won't be too difficult for you at work over it.
If you're ever in California you CAN'T stay over night... that's just too short.
You can stay as long as you like. And just so you know... I make my guests breakfast.
Don't worry, I won't bother you about sharing... I can respect that you want to keep it to yourself. Hopefully things won't be too difficult for you at work over it.
If you're ever in California you CAN'T stay over night... that's just too short.
You can stay as long as you like. And just so you know... I make my guests breakfast. 
remy:
Classes were completely awesome. I skated with B's. I really should have tried, but I didn't and I still got B's. And thank you for being a sweetheart. It really made me smile when I needed to smile.
Remy
Remy
Good bye for now, but not forever...
I'm taking a break from writing for awhile. I finally have some time off now that my long-term sub position is over to deal with personal issues that have been bothering me for weeks. If you want to keep in contact, leave a comment or send me a message.
Next Saturday, I am actually going to take new...
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I'm taking a break from writing for awhile. I finally have some time off now that my long-term sub position is over to deal with personal issues that have been bothering me for weeks. If you want to keep in contact, leave a comment or send me a message.
Next Saturday, I am actually going to take new...
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tilpacer:
Well, I will miss your enties while you are gone.
Get what you need done. Fix it up real nicely.
Good luck with the interview!
Get what you need done. Fix it up real nicely.
Good luck with the interview!
clarkekid:
Take the time you need... I'll still pester you with calls and messages.
I think I know what your tatoo is going to be... "Clarke Kid". That's two words, right?
I'm sorry your mood's not so great today. If you need to talk you know how to get in touch with me.
I'm sure I drop you a message before then, but I'll make sure to call you to wish you luck the night before your interview. You may not think you'll get the job, but I think they would be stupid not to hire you.
I like Cassara... but no matter what you chose, you'll still be a princess to me.
I think I know what your tatoo is going to be... "Clarke Kid". That's two words, right?
I'm sorry your mood's not so great today. If you need to talk you know how to get in touch with me.
I'm sure I drop you a message before then, but I'll make sure to call you to wish you luck the night before your interview. You may not think you'll get the job, but I think they would be stupid not to hire you.
I like Cassara... but no matter what you chose, you'll still be a princess to me.
When, oh, WHEN will I figure out that no one is perfect and that I cannot create the perfect guy?
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digitaldavid:
having problems ?
tilpacer:
When you learn you cannot change anybody. They have to be willing to change on their own. When they see that you are worth changing for.
I hope everything is okay with you boytoy.
Have a great day!
I hope everything is okay with you boytoy.
Have a great day!
Three days left of the long-term assignment. I am honestly kinda relieved. I will miss the students INDIVIDUALLY, but as a class, they are very much disrespectful. I'll tell them the news today...
I have to go to mass tomorrow at 9am with my class. It's Ascension Thursday or something. I can't imagine how they will sit still and behave in church.
Ha.
-Amidala-
I have to go to mass tomorrow at 9am with my class. It's Ascension Thursday or something. I can't imagine how they will sit still and behave in church.
Ha.
-Amidala-
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clarkekid:
Kids in gerneral are great, but in groups... they just keep feeding off each other's energy until it gets all crazy. I'm sure I piss my brothers off when I work their kids into a frenzy and then leave.
I'm sure they'll miss you too... who wouldn't?
If you get the permanent job there, will it be a grade higher then this one? You might just get them again.
I'm sure they'll miss you too... who wouldn't?
If you get the permanent job there, will it be a grade higher then this one? You might just get them again.
whitewidow:
Try teaching kids to be all jumpy and hyper 
I had fun cause I go to send them home right afterwards
Kisses
I had fun cause I go to send them home right afterwards
Kisses
So....
My long-term assignment ends this Friday. Jessie insists on coming back to work after 4 weeks even though the doctor wants her out for 6. Sigh. It's bittersweet. I will miss having the stability of an everyday job and the kids in general, BUT the planning, teaching, and correcting on top of Sylvan is a bit much...
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I will FINALLY be able to...
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My long-term assignment ends this Friday. Jessie insists on coming back to work after 4 weeks even though the doctor wants her out for 6. Sigh. It's bittersweet. I will miss having the stability of an everyday job and the kids in general, BUT the planning, teaching, and correcting on top of Sylvan is a bit much...
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I will FINALLY be able to...
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aaronidiot:
Denial of an offered blow-job? Heaven forbid!
Sorry to hear your steady job is ending, but it always opens the opportunity for others. Good luck!
Sorry to hear your steady job is ending, but it always opens the opportunity for others. Good luck!
clarkekid:
Sound like an idea that I would enjoy. 
You would think after almost getting hit by a car, hearing gunshots and sirens, and dealing with my boyfriend falling down the stairs and whacking his head hard, that I would be able to sleep late! But no! All this happened after 2am and I was up at 730am.
The DaVinci Code was a really good movie--I have started the book several times, but alas,...
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The DaVinci Code was a really good movie--I have started the book several times, but alas,...
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tilpacer:
Well, maybe you can have a nap latter today!
Yeah, the DaVinci Code was alright. I have read "Digtal Fortess" that is another book by Dan Brown. The Movie reminded me of his style of writing. They did a good adopation in that regards.
YAY! Sneaking in outside drinks!
YAY! Purple polish!
YAY! Schoolwork...
Have a great day!
Yeah, the DaVinci Code was alright. I have read "Digtal Fortess" that is another book by Dan Brown. The Movie reminded me of his style of writing. They did a good adopation in that regards.
YAY! Sneaking in outside drinks!
YAY! Purple polish!
YAY! Schoolwork...
Have a great day!
quietlythere:
anymore i can not sleep late. my body is just used to being up at super early hours
Nothing like ending a hellacious week with a nightmare fight with the boyfriend that included him swearing at me while I was driving to his house! God forbid I was 30 minutes late because I was getting information from my mom about his grandmother. He told me to just go home while I was driving, and so I did! Then he got pissed cuz I...
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hot_rod:
i gues the phrase, "watch what you say" definately applies to this one.
clarkekid:
Ok... 30 min is not that late especially for the reason you were late. Did you tell him why? If so, I think there is some serious apologizing on his end to do.