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I broke down...had another nervous breakdown at work. No matter how dear Sylvan is to me, I can't work here under these conditions. MPH has done nothing wrong, and he should be able to have a girlfriend....I, however, cannot deal with that. I feel like such a loser...crying over someone who is obviously HAPPY! I know he has a "gf"...nothing I can ever do will change the way things are....I made the worst decision of my life, and now I seem doomed to feel it's misery for the rest of my life.

"God grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change, the courage to change the things I can, and the wisdom to know the difference".

Somone help me, PLEASE!

Lisa