guess what I am going to try to do for a THIRD time? yup. end my friendship with Michael. it is absolutely KILLING me! my friend, Tara, (who happens to have dated Michael awhile ago) just got a full-time teaching position in my hometown. she's special ed certified....I'm thrilled for her...however, when Michael took her out for a congratulatory drink, I fucking FLIPPED out! i hate jealousy and feeling that I have lost all control. Michael doesn't deserve that treatment from me. Maybe someday I will see him as just a friend...not as a missed opportunity. sigh. even ONE day without talking to him makes me anxious...time to get over it the hard way...
Love,
-Fenway-
Love,
-Fenway-
If you ever want to just talk to keep your mind off things, give me a call.