fenway

It is so frustrating to try and help a friend who has a wall up that rivals the one in China. Yes, we are talking about my dear friend, Michael. And yes, he is very important to me....just as I am to him. The problem is, he is afraid to get too close to anyone. In his own words, he says he pushes everyone that is important to him away. Right now he is also suffering from a bout of depression (possibly stemmed from the recent death of a favorite aunt)...nonetheless...he reaches for me...and then pushes away...

He says I make him smile...

Anyway, my "oh so hoped for" sexual indulgences AGAIN were shot down...Jesus. Who would have thought that getting laid was so difficult? Bleh to all men!

I am working in a different Sylvan Center tonight. Stupid me...always volunteering to do things I don't really want to do....

and then maybe...I can coax Michael out of his house and go for drinks. He needs to talk...

I am having my Red Sox tattoo removed.

Love,
-Fenway-