fenstar

if someone hit me over the head with a sharp object, it would be preferrable to this illness thing i have.

i'm going to the docs tomorrow, maybe i should ask them to put me out of my misery.

Yes i am feeling sorry for myself, I've got no one here to look after me and honestly, I feel like utter death. I want a Mummy to come and look after me

I'm not scared of dying, if there is an afterlife or something, I'll get to see my Mum again, what could be better?

This is a morbid entry, but honestly, it's how I feel. I just want to feel better again

edit: now I'm throwing up, oh thejoys