fenstar

I'm devastated
No, that would be an understatement.

I've just had bureacracy slash my dreams into ribbons.

I want to cry myself into a stupor, however in an hour and a half I am meant to start my preparation for hospital tomorrow.

To be honest, I would rather drink myself into oblivion right now.

Please don't tell me it will be ok, because I don't want to hear it.

fuck it

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update: nothing new on the school front
feeling molto molto merda right now
it has not been a fun night
i can't believe i don't go into hospital til the afternoon, i am going to be famished by then.
I need sleep, though it will be in weird blocks due to the effect of this 'stuff'. Gross.

scopata scopata scopata scopata