fenris23

When I was a kid christmas was a thing that you savored. I would wish it would never end and EVERYTHING about it made me happy. When did it turn into what it is now? I happily survived the christmas season. I got some stuff I needed and well that is it. My family didn't have the big fight that was brewing the entire time we were together. The tension was so think the air was made of stone.

The gift buying was stressful.
The gift getting was disappointing.
The visits with my relatives were forced.
The food was just food.

How is it that the exact christmas I have had nearly 22 times could be so different now?

Oh well soon it is back into the regular flow of my like and who cares about holidays that exist to keep malls a float anyway? I do not from now on think of any holiday as intrinsically special. My only holiday will be the sg Burlesque!

I did get a cool game though from my friend Angelvanilla and you can see a pic of the final form of the tiles in my pics. I won our first ever game 116 to 100.

My sleeping patterns are even worse now than they normally are.

I don't know I think I am rambling too much now. I hope we in vancouver manage to get together again soon. I don't know if I can wait for the burlesque I want to hang out with people now!

okay that is enough uuum talk at you later.