fenixsunn

Current Mood: Something like happy (Heavy Drinking)
Current Song: Keep your enemies close by Woe, Is Me

So I have not blogged in forever and I have my reasons: Mostly me getting out of Af-crap-istan. I have been sightseeing and checking in on all my friends here in Germany. I think they need to party more, or maybe I need more adventurous friends or something. All I can say, is God must hate this country, as it has rained non stop since I have been back, and that way the 1st of June, so this place depresses me something awful.

I found out a few days ago that I will be back home, in the wonderful Minneapolis, Minnesota on the 2nd of August. I am done with this army stuff, as I a sick of deploying, sick of being shot at, and sick of being in places where I am looked down on because I choose to serve the country I love. I want to be back in the states and just go one with my life, I think after all the dumb shit that I have been through that I deserve something like that. So in the spirit of all that crap, I just want to tell you all my one last thought on my military service.

I lost 4 friends, not just good people, but true friends. I lost them to fucking people who I will not name, and their war. I am not the greatest soldier on the face of this planet, but I have known a hand full. These four are the people that I will never forget and I will keep close to my heart. So if I leave this service and walk away from the US Army because of the stupid shit that I saw, they are the reason I will never let anything I did go to waste. I loved these men as brothers, and they are no longer with us. I should be angry about it, but after loosing the closest man I had to a brother, I think I understand this one simple statement:

"I am doing this so one day, when I am gone and buried, you can ask why something like this was allowed to happen."

"Some people hate me, others look at me with disgust. but If you ever see a soldier, thank him for doing what he does, then buy him a drink. We get thirsty."

I will miss the friends I have made over the years in the service, they are some of the biggest assholes anyone would meet, but god damn it I would not trade them for anyone.

So back to what I was doing with this blog:

I will be coming home in August, then I start school later that month. Woot woot.
My time is done with one thing and the next chapter starts. Oooooh yeah, vodka is amazing. I love drinking this shit.

Maybe I should think about stuff before I blog. Ahhh hell with it, If someone is complaining, whatever I am just here putting what is on my mind on this website.

Well that is all I have for right now, I am loving some of the girls that have made front page lately, and happy to see the new blood that has made it onto this site.
Have a good night wherever you guys are. I hope to see you again, maybe this time when I am sober.
~Zach