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Please be kind πŸ’–πŸ₯°

Feb 28, 2021
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I have once again escaped from a toxic relationship I have been in and out of for the past 2 years. You never know what people are hiding under their smiles. But I have been hiding for far to long. The relationship was not physically toxic but mentally. I was being gaslighted and made to believe I was going crazy and asking for to much. Sadly I was just asking the wrong person. The last two months I have been waking up to the reality as I fell out of love with this man. And finally I had enough. I asked him to do the things that would make me happy. He said he could not and it was to much work. So I asked him to leave my home. And I have never felt more free in my life. The moment he left, I felt so at peace. He took his negative energy with him and here I am. Looking for the true Fenix in me. Looking for the strong women full of joy that I use to be. I believe 18 year old me, lost and scared, would be proud to see that I am roaring awake 10 years later. And will not be held back or made unhappy by any one. I refuse to settle. I refuse to wonder if he truly loves me. I refuse to wonder if there's someone else. I am finally awake now. Hello SG world. I am back and I ask that you be kind to those around you as you never truly know what they are dealing with.

Humans are fragile creatures. After all, you should know. πŸ’–β˜€οΈπŸŒ»

VIEW 14 of 14 COMMENTS
emanuel:
Proud of you. Sending love and hugs. <3
Mar 1, 2021
kingofcool:
Gorgeous girl and don't let anyone tell you different ever. ❀
Mar 1, 2021

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