feneon

where're you selling them and what are you selling?
i'm sure theremay be something up my alley...

sell records?
am i reading this right?
sell records?
i don`t understand this concept....

Thank you so very much, I needed to hear something good like that right about now.

dude i LOVE feneon, weird.

i also dj out and about in pdx this past year since moving here/ write about music for a living/ kind of knew fahey... weird. anyway, just saying hey -- hope you are swell.

are you still planning on coming up next weekend?
i was wondering if you wanted to dj for a bit on saturday with me at the bier market. the only thing is that i use cdj 100s there, since it`s more convenient and i don`t trust those drunk bitches around my equipment.
i know, i make it sound so fun.

well i`m glad you made it back in time for the american version of canada day .
sorry you didn`t have the best time up here, that recordland guy is one crazy bitch.

i think i might be coming down around the 20th for a wedding, so maybe we could go record shopping while i`m there with my limited funds .

very nice.

Aw... you look so cute with it!

Did you receive the package yet?

Aw.... I feel like I disapointed now. It's so odd... I've gotten more comments about your painting than any other piece I've done. I guess people really like the subject matter.

I emailed you the paypal info.

Thanks a bunch!

It's a little blurry in this pic. sorry about that.

It will go out in the mail, insured priority Monday morning. Again, my appologies for taking so long. You should have it in 2-3 days.

that sounds like a good night you have planned.
normally that would be something i would look forward to doing, but the past little while i`ve been depressed and feeling kind of off. i think it`s mostly because i`ve been pretty sick the last couple of weeks and i haven`t been able to do too much. it`s really been a drain on my physical and mental state.
so right now i`m just having ups and downs, but i think i`ll be back to normal again soon.

how`s your tattoo feeling?

yeah, it always helps to realize that you`re a small insignificant speck in a vast world... although that actually scares some people, it helps me to get outside of my own head and quit worrying about stupid shit.... for at least a little while .

my tattoo is itchy, soon i go in for session number three. hopefully my final session on this arm.

if saturday nights didn`t pay so much, i would be done with them too. i`ve considered taking on a dj partner just to have someone there with me, and then getting a quieter lounge night for myself some other night of the week. saturdays make me pretty much useless on sundays.

yeah that`s the only problem with having a partner, you make half the amount you would make by yourself, but sometimes it`s worth it since it`s so much better with someone else.
i did a night with my friend at this really nice lounge for just over a year. it was great because i had a couple of hours to sit down and have a few drinks with people, and it was really laid back.they shut it down about 4 months ago, i miss it

I think you know what you need to do. It's hard not to be passive aggressive about it though as you say, I have twice in my life had to cut of relationships with people who were charming, funny, intelligent and a whole lot of fun to be with in the moment because they were also were also living in their own little universe and unable to give without being told to give.

Before you make any drastic decisions, I would talk to this person and say that you adore them but you feel like the thought of you never crosses their mind. They mean the world to you but it's hard to give so much of one's self and get very little in return. It's hurting you.

I hope it goes well.

P.S. I'm off from my regular day job now for about a month. So I am here if you would like some art.

ha!
that`ll teach that bastard.

as for your dying question.... i would like to go far away, probably travel and see as much as i could. i think you can be as selfish as you want to when you`re dying. it`s nice to be able to set people at ease and let them know how you`re dealing with it, but beyond that i don`t feel like it`s your obligation to take care of them.

and yes i do have more mixes i could share with you. where should i send them?.. also i should really sart on a new one for the website before they get mad at me again. i`m always late with that shit .

nowhere right now. i used to play the Lotus, Bar 71, The Quest, The down under and The Venue. I used to own a record store in Seattle, played mostly at house partys and various local weekly nights.

sergone just got back from SXSW - expect some serious dunny on the shrimp soon I reckon... here's a sneak peek