I hate my neighbourhood.
First my power goes out.
Then it's like fucking megaphones and cops yelling.
I can't see them.
But I can hear them.
It's scary okay?
I hate not knowing what the fuck is going on.
I like light.
I like knowing.
I hate noise.
I hate the fact my neighbourhood is overrun with teenage jackass who need to pull their heads...
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First my power goes out.
Then it's like fucking megaphones and cops yelling.
I can't see them.
But I can hear them.
It's scary okay?
I hate not knowing what the fuck is going on.
I like light.
I like knowing.
I hate noise.
I hate the fact my neighbourhood is overrun with teenage jackass who need to pull their heads...
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galla38:
What neighbour hood do you live in? i just heard a bunch os sirens go by
Score
Chelsea 1
Life 0
Buuuuh buh buh.
Adam rubbed me for like an hour and a half today.
Godly.
I worked out.
Felt nice.
Applied for sweet ass jobs at the University.
My supervisor at the infocenter seemed to think I would be able to get her job during the summer and next year.
Hopefully.
Hopefully.
Hopefully.
You know what?
I get bonus points....
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Chelsea 1
Life 0
Buuuuh buh buh.
Adam rubbed me for like an hour and a half today.
Godly.
I worked out.
Felt nice.
Applied for sweet ass jobs at the University.
My supervisor at the infocenter seemed to think I would be able to get her job during the summer and next year.
Hopefully.
Hopefully.
Hopefully.
You know what?
I get bonus points....
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lenka:
mmm survey $$$, i love it. I love it even more when I get 2% credits to my classes for participating in psyc experiments
tilpacer:
Come on life! What!? I like rooting for the underdog! 
Sorry. About not talking to you yesterday. I will try to talk to you today though.
Have a great one!
Sorry. About not talking to you yesterday. I will try to talk to you today though.
Have a great one!
Gimme a G - R - E - A - T DAY!
W00t!
Adam came over.
We had tremendous sex.
Perfect sex.
He made me pancakes.
*sigh*
I worked out too.
I don't want to go back to school tomorrow.
Or write my midterm.
Or hand out resumes.
I want to spend tomorrow exactly how I spent today.
100% perfect.
W00t!
Adam came over.
We had tremendous sex.
Perfect sex.
He made me pancakes.
*sigh*
I worked out too.
I don't want to go back to school tomorrow.
Or write my midterm.
Or hand out resumes.
I want to spend tomorrow exactly how I spent today.
100% perfect.
awen:
lol... yes you should spend today the same way 
tilpacer:
Mmmm.... pancakes!
Tomorrow
Is
My
Day
Off.
I'm not getting up.
Ever.
I can't wait for April 21.
Then I will be done.
And can sleep for one month.
"Maybe I don't want a baby, maybe I just want a pet squirrel".
Is
My
Day
Off.
I'm not getting up.
Ever.
I can't wait for April 21.
Then I will be done.
And can sleep for one month.
"Maybe I don't want a baby, maybe I just want a pet squirrel".
tilpacer:
DAY OFF DANCE!!!! *dances*
Okay, have a great day off!
Okay, have a great day off!
thebadact:
its my day off right now 
i love my job
i love my job This weeks lineup:
Monday: Dentist. Get new giant 4g hoops.
Tuesday: ARF calls, essay, Info Center
Wednesday: DAY OFF!! Adbusting workshop
Thursday: Info center, midterm, job hunting
Friday: Survey (10 bucks w00t), Info Center
It looks like an okay week. I have nothing due, which is nice. I've got to get a head start on a whole bunch of stuff though. Term papers and finals...
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Monday: Dentist. Get new giant 4g hoops.
Tuesday: ARF calls, essay, Info Center
Wednesday: DAY OFF!! Adbusting workshop
Thursday: Info center, midterm, job hunting
Friday: Survey (10 bucks w00t), Info Center
It looks like an okay week. I have nothing due, which is nice.
I've got to get a head start on a whole bunch of stuff though. Term papers and finals... Read More
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tilpacer:
Block week courses aren't scary! They are like summer courses only more condensed! It is like fast fowarding a book on tape.
WOO HOOO! Money for information rocks!
I hope you have no cavities at the dentists. Those always suck.
And I hope you get a free toothbruch and floss.
Have a great day!
WOO HOOO! Money for information rocks!
I hope you have no cavities at the dentists. Those always suck.
And I hope you get a free toothbruch and floss.
Have a great day!
galla38:
So what is that adbusting workshop? Sounds interesting.
will you be spending the weekend painting over billboards?
will you be spending the weekend painting over billboards?
I get Wednesday off.
Yesssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss.
Yesssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss.
tilpacer:
So what are you going to do with your day off? 
Have a great night/day!
Have a great night/day!
ereid:
I also get wednesdays off, sweet!!!
Thanks for the advice everyone.
I don't let the whole not trusting thing get to me. I don't really worry. I just don't care. I accept I can't know what they're doing and that's fine.
I guess I do trust people in my own special way.
When Adam says he's at school I think he's at school. I just wouldn't bet my life on it....
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I don't let the whole not trusting thing get to me. I don't really worry. I just don't care. I accept I can't know what they're doing and that's fine.
I guess I do trust people in my own special way.
When Adam says he's at school I think he's at school. I just wouldn't bet my life on it....
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Relationships make me ill.
I hate the fact I have to trust someone.
You see all these other relationships where they trusted the other person. And the other person did horrible things.
So what reason do I have to just trust the person I'm with. I have no reason not to, I know.
But neither did any of these countless other people.
It's nothing personal,...
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I hate the fact I have to trust someone.
You see all these other relationships where they trusted the other person. And the other person did horrible things.
So what reason do I have to just trust the person I'm with. I have no reason not to, I know.
But neither did any of these countless other people.
It's nothing personal,...
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tilpacer:
FIrst off... What do you mean the Santa Claus-esque ones? Santa is real. I have proof. And that I also know that he is Batman.
Trust is more like having faith. If you believe then you will trust, but there is no way to prove what you believe in. When you lose trust, you have enough evidence.
Trust is as real as you want it to be.
For me, you have my trust on day one. If at anytime you break my trust and you want to be trusted again, you have to prove to me that you deserve it. You have to earn my trust so to say.
Trust is totally needed thing in life. If you don't have trust you can never have any great relationships. This includes friendships, working relationships, student/teacher relationships. All of the them. If you don't have trust you don't have foundation for a relationship and the relationship with fail.
Why is this sounding like the begining of a psychology essay?
I think you should trust the untrustworthy one, he deserves it until he does something to break it. Just my thoughts.
I hope you have a great day!
Trust is more like having faith. If you believe then you will trust, but there is no way to prove what you believe in. When you lose trust, you have enough evidence.
Trust is as real as you want it to be.
For me, you have my trust on day one. If at anytime you break my trust and you want to be trusted again, you have to prove to me that you deserve it. You have to earn my trust so to say.
Trust is totally needed thing in life. If you don't have trust you can never have any great relationships. This includes friendships, working relationships, student/teacher relationships. All of the them. If you don't have trust you don't have foundation for a relationship and the relationship with fail.
Why is this sounding like the begining of a psychology essay?
I think you should trust the untrustworthy one, he deserves it until he does something to break it. Just my thoughts.
I hope you have a great day!
lenka:
Ahh trust. It's something I give away far to easily to people and regret doing so rather quickly afterwards.
My advice, because I know you want it, otherwise you wouldn't have posted this entry: trust the person. If you don't and you stay together then all your doubts, fears and insecurities will consume you.
You will never know if the person is honest or lying, if they are out bowling or at the strip club. You have to accept that what they say is the truth, and not let it eat away at your heart. If you can't accept this fact then you should walk away now and save your sanity.
Hugs and Kisses
Bites and Bruises
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My advice, because I know you want it, otherwise you wouldn't have posted this entry: trust the person. If you don't and you stay together then all your doubts, fears and insecurities will consume you.
You will never know if the person is honest or lying, if they are out bowling or at the strip club. You have to accept that what they say is the truth, and not let it eat away at your heart. If you can't accept this fact then you should walk away now and save your sanity.
Hugs and Kisses
Bites and Bruises
[Edited on Mar 12, 2006 1:54PM]
I had a sex dream last night.
I had sex with Death.
I remembered to get a condom.
Which is weird.
Since I don't use condoms in real life.
Well.
Not in a year.
It was neon green.
Death was good.
Very good.
He trapped me in a closet.
And bit my arm.
And I decided we should have sex.
So that's what we did....
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I had sex with Death.
I remembered to get a condom.
Which is weird.
Since I don't use condoms in real life.
Well.
Not in a year.
It was neon green.
Death was good.
Very good.
He trapped me in a closet.
And bit my arm.
And I decided we should have sex.
So that's what we did....
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galla38:
Condom would seem like a good idea in this case. you don't know who death has been with.
it seems to me that was a movie some years ago were Brad Pitt played death and fell for a cute woman with black hair.
it seems to me that was a movie some years ago were Brad Pitt played death and fell for a cute woman with black hair.
awen:
Hmmmm, a dream analyst could have great fun with that!! Hope you can fufill those urges soon, good attitude about death tho..
'fuck 'im!!' lol Have a good weekend sweetie
Hope you can fufill those urges soon, good attitude about death tho..
'fuck 'im!!' lol Have a good weekend sweetie
Any good suggestions for a place to have dinner on a Friday night?
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tilpacer:
It all depends on the type of atmosphere you are going for and who you are going with.
Have a great time at dinner... seeing how it is Friday night.
Have a great time at dinner... seeing how it is Friday night.